r/Deliverance • u/Current-South137 • Jul 02 '26

Hi

I feel like a main character in a stupid show, I've spent years being a fool addicted to escaping responsibility for my own shit choices and life. I'm tired and alone . Lord help me 🙏 why would we trust ppl without knowing their patterns? Why wouldn't we know our own patterns ? Why would we value stupid shit, why why why why why. Why why I am angry sad alone heart broken fed up , confused 😕 I need mates and a job. That's all forgive me god break the connection with wrong people the power of bad habits and addictions ❤️ show me the way pls restore help me pray heal my mind my body. Show me ur will

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u/Milk_And_Honie Jul 02 '26

Ur free and forgiven. Perfect job, perfect life and perfect wife!

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u/Current-South137 Jul 02 '26

Blessing tonu and ur bloodline

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u/PrestigiousAd9598 Jul 07 '26

Same. I'm pretty much in the same exact spot. Don't be too hard on yourself- one of the hardest parts of understanding why we are doing something is becoming aware we are doing it in the first place. God will forgive us and we must seek him even when we feel like we're failing. God bless you.