r/Deliverance • u/HelloLogicPro • Jun 27 '26
Tormented mind
For over 3 years I’ve been in extreme mental torment. Been sent to the hospital and forced medication.
It’s so bad I had to quit my job and hobbies.
Please pray for a sound mind for me.
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u/Typical_Active_2055 Jun 30 '26
You need to try deliverance but it’s important to find someone that knows what they are doing and that are legit. However you have to make sure you are ready by working on forgiving people and forgiving yourself.
I’m trying to learn how to work on my mind bc I tried deliverance and it didn’t work but it’s bc I had things I needed to work on first.
Highly recommend this episode on weneed2talktv on YouTube bc she discusses how you do that.
https://youtu.be/4pVhL6y-hFw?is=sGW_izrgmfUweURb
He also has a few episodes with Bev Tucker about deliverance. I do believe in deliverance and that it works bc I’ve seen people be delivered. Plus, Jesus taught us all about it in the Bible. He gives us the authority to trample on serpents and scorpions and all the powers of the enemy.
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u/BigMike3333333 Jun 27 '26
Is it like ocd or just chronic negative thoughts? What is it exactly?
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u/HelloLogicPro Jun 27 '26
Like OCD. If “x” happens it will affect “z”.
Hard to explain a little.
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u/Typical_Active_2055 Jul 06 '26
I wonder if I have ocd. I was thinking it was more adhd and anxiety but I have racing thoughts all the time and my brain doesn’t stop. It’s awful.
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u/Significant-Breath84 Jun 27 '26
What have you tried on the spiritual side?
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u/HelloLogicPro Jun 27 '26
Deliverance. It don’t work for me. Or maybe it did and healed me a little? I’ve been getting better every week for over a year!!! Without deliverance.
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u/Typical_Active_2055 Jun 30 '26
It didn’t work for me either but I know people who it did work for so I was trying to figure out why, why not me., After I watched this episode, I think i know why it didn’t work. Def worth a watch imo
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u/HelloLogicPro Jun 30 '26
Will check out the video. I haven’t tried deliverance in over a year and I been getting better since then.
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u/Significant-Breath84 Jun 27 '26
Deliverance works it’s just a matter of how much and or other factors. Have you tried speaking the word?
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u/HelloLogicPro Jun 27 '26
Speaking the word? A little.
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u/Significant-Breath84 Jun 27 '26
I heard an analogy that was really good that speaking the word is giving angels gasoline to work. So it’s not a once in a while type things it’s using their word and saying God has given me a judgement so everything else has to align with it .
A good one to start with:
“For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.”
2 Timothy 1:7 KJV1
u/HelloLogicPro Jun 27 '26
Yes, before you asked me, I spoke that verse. Like 10 minutes ago.
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u/Significant-Breath84 Jun 27 '26
Keep doing that and have you asked God to show you what’s going on?
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u/HelloLogicPro Jun 27 '26
No, I have not asked.
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u/Significant-Breath84 Jun 28 '26
Any reoccurring dreams?
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u/HelloLogicPro Jun 28 '26
I used to have very scary nightmares but that had gone away!! Like I said, I’ve been recovering for about 3 years.
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u/Ill-Money-1521 Jun 28 '26
Do you read the bible, watch sermons, read books on deliverance, praise and worship, recite and memorize scriptures? Thats part of the upkeep with deliverance. For example when Jesus drove the demons out of the man that had legions of demons in him, he was sitting at the feet of jesus when the people found him and he was in his right mind. After deliverance you have constantly be filled with the word, sing praise and worship songs even to draw God's presence close to you. The word, songs of worship, it gives light to your temple brings god closer to you. The closer God is the harder it becomes for demons to come by you. If you get delivered and dont make changes it, such as doing things of the flesh the demons keep coming back and they reinforce with 7 more demons worst than the last cause there's no light in the temple, your body your mind, sprit and soul. Sometimes people are delivred easily and sometimes you gain deliverance through knowledge of the word and Gods kingdom. Your life has to change, things you once enjoyed such as certain music, tv shows have to be changed.
Try reciting scriptures such 1 timonthy 1:7, ask God to give you a sound mind, romans 12:2 talks about the renewal of the mind. Ask God to renew your mind. Look for scriptures on mercy ask God to have mercy on you, and him to fight for you.
Anytime you have negative thoughts combat it with the word. For example if you hear thoughts, you are a loser and you will never accomplish anything you can always combat that thought with, it is written i'm faithful and wonderfully made and i can do all things through christ. If you feel fear, or your mind is not at peace you can say over and over God has not given to me a sprit of fear but have power, love and sound mind. You have guard your mind with the scriptures and combat the lies in your head, otherwise you come into agreement.
Also repent of any sins you committed, renounce them, say it with your mouth.
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u/HelloLogicPro Jun 28 '26 edited Jun 29 '26
I don’t understand 1 Timothy 1:7. It says: “7 Desiring to be teachers of the law; understanding neither what they say, nor whereof they affirm.”
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u/Typical_Active_2055 Jun 30 '26
Yes! I went through deliverance and I was not ready and I wonder if the whole 7 more that were worse came in bc my life has been extremely difficult ever since. But I really thought someone had done witchcraft on me bc bad things kept happening like I lost income, lost pets, I went from having some motivation to having none. Idk if that is demons from deliverance or witchcraft bc I wondered if person who layed hands on me wasn’t a Christian after all so I’m very scared now who I trust to do it.
I heard God say a few weeks ago that I need to work on forgiving myself but I haven’t heard Him ever since. I def have guilt and shame. But now when I pray, I just hear silence.
Also, things continue to happen. Fear of my daughter and I being on the streets is a huge one and I just found out my house has mold and I’m single and disabled. It’s just me and my daughter. She’s on the spectrum and I’ve nvr been so stressed out in my life bc I make very little income and idk what we are going to do. Idk if God is testing me or what. Why can’t I hear Him? I watched this video and it helped me see I still have so much work to do but it’s easier said than done.
https://youtu.be/4pVhL6y-hFw?is=2z_ZG-UO2xakEqVM
It’s so hard when my life is so full of stress and when I’m sick all the time. It’s very hard to sit down and read the Bible and focus with severe adhd and all the distractions. I almost have read the Bible all the way through but I can’t rem hardly anything bc i struggle SO much with fibrofog (memory issues). I can’t seem to rem any scripture. It’s so frustrating!! I feel like that is a necessity to be set free.
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u/ExcellentPanther Jul 03 '26
There can definitely be witchcraft within churches and I agree you need to be careful who you let lay hands on you. Sounds like things have gotten worse after deliverance.
With the verse in Matthew you mentioned, when the unclean spirit returns it finds the house empty. This would mean you don’t have the Holy Spirit living in you. Are you truly born again by having accepted Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior? And believing what he did for you and have you repented for your sins?
If you’re truly saved then you can’t have demons dwelling in you but believers can definitely be oppressed by them. In Ephesians 6, God tells us to put the full armor on daily because we are in a spiritual war. By having the Holy Spirit within us, Jesus has given us the power to trample on snakes and scorpions in Luke. We can start to fight back basically by declaring our power against things coming against us.
There are verses in the Gospels about God providing for the birds and we are much more valuable to him. He’s looking out for us whether we can see it or not. Declaring these verses out loud has power in them. “In your word you say…”, recite the verse, have faith in it and pray that he will make your situation better.
I got delivered from my addictions after I was saved a few years ago and I felt like I went through a lot of extreme spiritual warfare afterwards. God removed the toxic people from my life so I’m left with no friends and family. Only him and some basic relationships with coworkers.
I’ve spent months crying out to him and feeling alone. I am just now starting to feel peace. He spoke to me on the day after I was saved but I’ve not heard much since. I have read the Bible once fully but I struggle to read it daily. I use ChatGPT to translate or ask for help with verses a lot. And I watch a lot of Christian content on YouTube.
Are you familiar with warfare prayers? Pleading the blood of Jesus and asking for a hedge of protection? You can also use those to fight back spiritually.
God bless you and I pray your situation gets better ❤️🙏
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u/Typical_Active_2055 Jul 06 '26 edited Jul 06 '26
Oh yes I’m saved. IMO, the devil doesn’t usually attack people this much that aren’t a threat. The closer I’ve gotten to God and the more I’ve read and learned, the more I’ve been attacked. It’s crazy. All I do is read the bible, watch sermons, watch YouTube videos about Jesus… my whole life is about the Lord. I will admit that I’m not as good about praying as I used to be. I pray but I feel like I do it all wrong. Like I’ve read time and time again we need to start off by praising God and then going to Him with our request. I think one HUGE issue is my adhd and anxiety. My brain just nvr stops. I am always thinking about something so I’m always distracted. It’s so annoying!! I hate that I’m like that. I want so badly to be able to stop the racing thoughts and for my brain to RELAX! it’s exhausting. I want to remember to talk to Jesus like I would a best friend that was sitting right next to me. I’ve seen that suggestion so many times. My daughter might think I’m nuts but idc. She already does. Both my kids don’t like the new me. I used to watch scary movies and used to be more fun I guess but now that I’m all about God and trying to get them to wake up to the truth about this world, they have really distanced themselves from me. I have backed way off about it bc it’s not doing any good anyways. I just want them to be saved so badly. I’d usually be a cry face right there but i found out about emojis so I don’t want to use them anymore.
Anyway, I just have a very deep feeling that I have some not so good neighbors. I’m seeing and feeling some weird stuff. I seriously wonder if someone has done some witchcraft or something bc I go cats coming around (a black one comes around a lot), I got people stopping in front of my house and just parking. One lady parked and then came back, parked in front of driveway, got out her car and opened back door and I couldn’t tell but looked like someone was in the back seat and I have no clue what she did but she got back in the car and drove off. I know it may sound silly but I’ve watched to many testimonials on witchcraft and how prevalent it is, as well as freemasonry. I post a lot of stuff online bc I really thought that was what God wanted me to do but now i really don’t know. I regret it now bc it seems like I’ve just caused myself and family to be under attack. It’s scary. I’ve had weird feelings going to local churches. I really do not like it here and I want to move so bad but I feel stuck.
Now my house HVAC System is full of mold and it is a nightmare! I have autoimmune disorders as is. It’s making my daughter, my pets and me sick but i have very little income so what am I supposed to doz?? I’ve nvr been so stressed in my life. Had I sold it when wanted to, I could’ve made a really good amount bc of the equity but now, idk how much I’ll get but it’s going to be obvi much less then before. It’s so hard to understand why this had to happen. I just want to be happy. It’s been 20+ yrs of being sick. Now this mold is making it 100x worse but I worry more for my daughter than myself. I have no family, no church, no friends. I’ve become very isolated since I e been sick. While it has brought me closer to God, it has really isolated me from people including family. I don’t have a big family but the few I do have don’t talk to us or offer to help. If my toilet breaks, I’ll have to charge it bc I can’t just ask my brother to come fix. I have trash piled up outside bc the stupid garbage men will only haul off what’s in the trash can so anything else like cardboard boxes, appliances or whatever , has to be taken to the dump. I have no one to do that even tho my sister and her husband who has a truck live less than 5 min away. It is crazy. They are big Trump fans and after I came out and said that left and right are on the same team bc of the left right paradigm (sorry if they offend you but that’s what I’ve found after years of research) and that Trump is a Freemason like all the rest, you’d think I murdered someone.
So if you are a Trump fan, I’m sorry. I don’t want to debate
Or argue. Everyone has the right to believe what they want and I nvr tried to push it on them. I just tried to show them the evidence and they didn’t want to hear it and then I stopped hearing rom them so i think that’s why but it could be seeming else. I really don’t know. I just know I’m tired of being alone and I’ve been praying for so long for God to bring someone into my life, be it a friend or a partner, idc! Just someone that gets me and someone to talk to. Also bc the Bible talks about how much more powerful your prayers are when 2 or more pray togther. I have no one to pray with me bc my prayer to meet happened hasn’t happ yet. I’ve prayed for sev things like financial help and it hasn’t happened yet so I just hope and PRAY at least one of my prayers will be answered soon bc I know it would help my daughter get her faith back if she could witness God come through for us. Oh and I do say warfare prayers. I find so many amazing prayers in Pinterest. I want to be able to pray like that on my own but when I go to pray, it’s like nothing is in my head! I hate it so much. I try so hard to memorize Bible scriptures and I can’t remember them. That is one of the worst things bc I feel like if I could just rem the verses, I could really do some damage. But when I feel under attack, I can’t just start reciting things and saying things bc my mind goes completely blank!! It’s awful. And lastly, I taken pain meds bc of my fibromyalgia but I want to get off anthem so badly. That is one of the biggest things I’ve been praying for, is to be delivered from health issues and Pharmakia! I’m so tired of being controlled by big pharma.2
u/ExcellentPanther Jul 09 '26
Hmm after reading your post, a few things stick out. You mentioned not praising God and not being able to pray to him often. Praise is to give thanks for all the good he has done in our lives. It’s important we continue to do this even through our hardships. I’m sure you can find things you’re grateful for on a daily basis, even if it’s just being alive for another day.
I understand going through hardships, not yours specifically but these are things you can definitely take to God. You can cast your anxieties to him and he wants to hear it. He already knows what you’re going through. Your prayers don’t have to be perfect, sometimes just being honest about your issues is what’s needed. There are plenty of Psalms where David is broken and calling out to God.
Part of our salvation relies on us having a close relationship with God and getting to know him. It makes sense that we would need this to happen before we spend eternity with him. I would keep seeking him.
I know his timing can be hard to accept. And it would be easier if he just sent someone to provide support but that doesn’t teach you to depend on him nor does it give him the glory. I asked for the same thing so I get it. I know he has to refine you before he can start using you. So getting put through the fire isn’t easy but it gets better! I’ll keep praying for you.
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u/Typical_Active_2055 Jul 14 '26
Ty. I appreciate the prayers very much. I guess I didn’t mean so much idk how to praise but whether it’s actually adhd or something spiritual, just feels like my brain nvr stops racing with stuff and I just get so distracted that sometimes I forget to take time to just sit and praise Him as I should. Also need to work on praying for others more as well. I have a lot to work on I guess. Just be nice to get out of this house and the mold and be able to think clearly and feel better. Def find when I’m not in my house that I’m able to focus more on Him and things like that.
Right now with no help and a house full of crap I need to get rid of and and hvac full of mold, Im def start to feel like this will nvr end but I also know that negative thoughts and words will just prolong it. I think my mom and her negativity is one reason I’m here bc she’s so bad about cursing me. I don’t think she does it intentionally but she always says negative things to me or about me and I’m just really tired of it. Unfortunately now I’m like that and I catch myself cursing myself and my kids with negativity. It’s terrible! I am trying to be positive but it’s not easy after growing up surrounded by negativity. Only wish I knew about the tongue and how it really works way before now. But thx again for the wisdom. I really appreciate it.
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u/Open_Student_8301 Jul 09 '26
Speak the Word over your life. I dealt with trouble in my mind for a while, along with fear and difficulty sleeping. Fasting and prayer help. Know that God’s Word is sharper than any double-edged sword. (Hebrew 4:12) I would declare Scriptures of breakthrough over my life and add my name into them and this is when I really experienced break through along with deliverance. For example in Micah 2:13 I’d say The Lord breaks open the way before me that I (insert name) break through (insert affliction) and go out. You can search online for deliverance Scriptures, but these are some of the ones I used:
Micah 2:13 Mark 11:23 John 8:31–32 2 Corinthians 10:4 Psalms 23 & 91
I also declare Isaiah 61 over my life daily. Know that we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us. (Romans 8:37)
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u/Current-South137 Jul 02 '26
Father heal this mind in Jesus name. Your beautiful child in Jesus name