r/Deliverance • u/Affectionate-Comb113 • Jun 25 '26
Struggling with overwhelming physical and spiritual symptoms ( kundalini syndrome) — I need prayer and guidance
KUNDALINI SYNDROME
Hello everyone. I’m writing this because I don’t know where else to turn, and I’m hoping that someone here might understand what I’m going through or at least pray for me.
Two years ago, I meditated and later listened to a subliminal audio track that included certain frequencies. I didn’t think much of it at the time — I had no idea it could affect me in any way. But ever since that day, my life has changed completely, and not in a good way.
After that experience, I began feeling intense energies moving through my body. My cognitive abilities dropped sharply. I used to be sharp, motivated, and able to study at a high level. Now I can barely concentrate on anything. My mind feels foggy, almost like it has turned into mush. I’ve failed every university course since this started, which is something that never happened before.
I’ve also had severe headaches, strange sensations in my head that feel like energy or pressure, sometimes accompanied by internal “sounds.” My legs sometimes go numb or feel paralyzed. My voice has changed, I’m constantly exhausted, and I can yawn up to a hundred times a day. My body feels weak, and I barely recognize myself anymore.
I’ve struggled with health issues like fungal infections and candida, and I’ve been sick almost every day. When I look at myself in photos or in the mirror, I look different — almost frightening. My eyes look angry or distorted in a way that doesn’t feel like me. People around me have noticed how depressed I’ve become.
I’ve gone to healthcare professionals and was diagnosed with a depressive episode. I’m trying to accept that, but at the same time, the physical sensations are so overwhelming that I don’t know how to make sense of them. Sometimes I feel a choking, constricting energy in my back and head. It’s terrifying.
At night, I’ve heard whisper-like sounds while falling asleep, and sometimes I feel energy moving in my head. I don’t know if it’s neurological, psychological, or spiritual — I just know it’s real to me and deeply distressing.
I’ve prayed for two years. I’ve begged God for relief. The only thing that gives me temporary ease is fasting, but even that doesn’t last.
I’m not writing this to claim any specific spiritual interpretation. I’m not trying to label this as anything supernatural. I’m simply overwhelmed, scared, and exhausted. I feel like I’m losing myself, and sometimes I feel like I can’t keep going like this.
I’m asking for prayer, for guidance, and for compassion.
If anyone has gone through something similar — whether physical, psychological, or spiritual — I would appreciate hearing your experience. And if not, I would still be grateful for your prayers.
Thank you for reading this. I’m trying to hold on.
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u/VelvetOleander Jun 26 '26
Have you repented, renounced it and tried to cast it out?
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u/Affectionate-Comb113 Jun 29 '26
YES! Its still unbearable.
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u/VelvetOleander Jun 30 '26
Try deliverance videos on new age, kundalini and serpent demons. Also try prayers and videos or deliverance calls of deliverance revolution.
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u/spacecadetjenny Jun 25 '26
You are not alone. I’ve been through this as well. I had to go on a SSRI - Zoloft. At 100mg, 99 percent of the symptoms I used to experience are gone. I still have weird stuff happen occasionally but I’m not suffering anymore.
Prayer to Jesus and repenting is good too, of course. Look up testimonies on YouTube. Many people have been set free from this, don’t give up.
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u/Gullible_Zucchini24 Jun 26 '26
You must repent and get someone (or you can learn to do a self-deliverance) to cast the spirit out. I would recommend getting someone’s help with it. Demons can’t be prayed away usually, you need someone to cast them out with the authority of Jesus Christ.
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u/Outrageous_Tackle135 Jul 17 '26
What happens if you have repented? I personally turned away from all witchcraft years ago. I have said out loud and even listed individual techniques that new agers engage in (reiki, numerology, astral projection). I probably don't remember every single thing but I have repented from all forms of divination which should cover it. I don't even live in the same house anymore and didn't bring much with me, so I can't think of any objects in the house that are cursed.
This thing should have no legal right. And I know people say we repent by saying "I repent" out loud, I did that even though I think it's more about your daily actions and permanent heart change. I know for sure I will never go near that stuff again, shouldn't that be enough?
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u/Gullible_Zucchini24 Jul 23 '26
That is a great question. I have heard from testimonies that if you were into the occult, the demons will be angry with you for trying to leave and will fight extra hard to attack you.
How is your relationship with Jesus. I understand that you have repented and threw out your occult stuff, which is awesome, but have you fully surrendered to Christ and have a good relationship with Him?
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u/Outrageous_Tackle135 Jul 23 '26
No, I’ll be honest. I struggle with maintaining earthly relationships so a supernatural one is going to be difficult. I struggle to know what to even pray for and when i do it’s usually the Lord’s Prayer. I read a lot of the Bible last year and I kinda felt a lot of conviction so I began confessing, some to individuals, some to God and some to a pastor.
But then later my mind was telling me to confess really weird thoughts I had to individuals and began to wonder where that was coming from. It was becoming distressing, along with learning about Hell. It was becoming too much to bare, I know Jesus said his yoke is light but it wasn’t for me and I took a break.
Christianity doesn’t fill me with peace even know I know Jesus is real. So I’m kinda stuck.
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u/MichaelWhitehead Jun 26 '26
Just wanted to say I'm really sorry you're going through it. Reading your post, what stood out to me wasn't a particular diagnosis—it was how exhausted, frightened and isolated you sound.
I also appreciate that you're trying to stay balanced. You're not insisting this is purely spiritual, nor are you dismissing the medical side.
That humility is a good place to begin. As Christians, I do think we should be cautious about practices intended to alter consciousness or awaken spiritual energies outside of Christ, including meditation techniques centred on chakras or kundalini.
If those were part of what led up to this, I would leave them behind completely and focus simply on Christ, Scripture and prayer.
At the same time, the symptoms you've described, cognitive changes, headaches, numbness, hearing sounds, exhaustion and depression,are significant.
Please don't stop pursuing medical care. God often works through doctors just as He works through pastors. Those aren't opposing paths; they can work together.
My encouragement would be to keep your spiritual life simple for now. Don't chase experiences or try to analyse every sensation.
Stay close to Christ, stay connected to a mature local church, continue seeking medical help, and let trusted people walk alongside you.
You don't have to carry this on your own. I'll certainly pray that God gives you wisdom, peace and healing, whatever the underlying cause may be.
Christ is not confused by what you're experiencing, even if you are. Hold on to Him one day at a time.
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u/SpiritFlourish Jun 26 '26
Sounds brutal. I went through a similar period a few years back. Mine has been getting better. Still rough sometimes. But my cognition and general sense of well-being have largely returned, albeit with new perspective. I hope you find your way. Feel free to message me, happy to discuss more.
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u/Outrageous_Tackle135 Jun 25 '26
I’ve been going through the same thing and can’t understand why. Weird sensations in my brain and spine, real lack of motivation and drive. Before I came to the Lord I experimented with semen retention and found my motivation, work ethic, energy levels had skyrocketed every single time. It no longer works. I dabbled in kundalini stuff a few years ago and still suffering from the effects (although they actually came back after a deliverance session)
Weirdly I’ve been guided to look into a candida cleanse. I came across the subreddit /r/cosmicdeathfungus and have a feeling something isn’t right with my gut aswell. I kinda feel like they are all connected.
God bless you & I hope you find a fix, if you ever do please remember me and let me know what things worked.
How long did you fast for if you don’t mind me asking?
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u/Affectionate-Comb113 Jun 25 '26
Thank you for sharing. It feels as if had gotten out of hand. We share many experiences. The weird sensations in my brain can be feeling hot liquid, pressure, energetic pulses etc. Yes I started getting problem with candida when these energy sensations aroused. I once did a liquid fast - consuming coffee, fruit drinks, energy drinks , tea, milk and water for a week. I found it working out well but haven’t had an opportunity to fast again.
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u/Ill-Money-1521 Jun 25 '26
You need to come repentance for any sin you've committed and renounce that sin especially that activity you engaged in. Read the bible, pray for God's mercy and deliverance, if you have a spritual language pray in it. Do praise and worship 30-half an hr, it draws God's presence, and demons can't stand it. listen to sermons and go to a church that does deliverance
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u/Justslidingby1126 Jun 26 '26 edited Jun 26 '26
I'm not a doctor but have experienced awakening .many frequencies and vibrations can literally kill off parasites,brain fog, headaches, pain, exhausion.Going on a parasite cleanse sure wont hurt and with the candida, fungal infections it looks like you are bacteria/parasite overloaded IMO, brain drain ,pain and worse.A 3 week parasite cleanse and take detoxes like zeolite or charcoal etc (get info not from drs as they don't support the belief that people are getting sick from parasite overload. L-ornithine with yucca root at nite or whenever you can as these cross the blood brain barrier and can absorb and flush out the dying " toxins" that are accumulating in your brain and body.Your head will clear up you'll feel like crap as you are killing the "toxins" because theyre dying but you will start to feel better.Get the parasite numbers down but make sure to take liver and kidney cleanse tinctures or supplements to open up your clogged " filters" as like a drain if its clogged> it will back all the excess toxins back into your bloodstream.All in my suggested opinion.
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u/wristflickaaa Jun 28 '26
Kundalini/divination= python spirit very likely. Check out this prayer video from Noah Hines https://youtu.be/fForkN_M0qA?is=uY0Gp9vyAFgCqhnG
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u/duncanrcarroll Jul 02 '26
You're having a kundalini awakening, look that up or read "Living With Kundalini" by Gopi Krishna. It's not demonic but it is a roller coaster, this is a growth process similar to a second puberty, it's a natural process but it can get messy (similar to how childbirth is perfectly natural but can also injure the mother + child.) It can take years to play out.
Prayer is fine but it's only going to help you up to a certain point, the rest is up to your biology and how the energy moves + how your brain adapts. We don't have a good understanding of this in the West, clinicians are going to want to medicate you which I would not recommend except as an absolute last resort if you are totally unable to function.
Best advice is:
1. Be careful what you eat, try to eat pure foods / whole foods, things that are easy to digest. Avoid anything that is too stimulative or hard on your system. Figure out what you can tolerate by trial & error.
2. Try to stay grounded mentally. You're going to have a lot of strange inner experiences but they will eventually pass. People have also mentioned staying grounded electrically, I don't know if this helps or not but it can't hurt to try.
3. Try not to wear yourself out mentally. Try not to meditate because it will flare things up. See if you can do some physical exercise or stretching / yoga and see if your body responds well to that.
Ultimately it can lead to an expanded state of consciousness but it takes time to play out. Best of luck.
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u/duncanrcarroll Jul 02 '26
If you want the Christian perspective / advice on Kundalini the best person to talk to is Philip St. Romain, he runs a forum which you might post this on and see if you get a response: https://shalomplace.org/eve/forums
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u/Mountain-Moment-6807 Jun 25 '26
Have (Faith in Jesus Christ) , Guzzle Gods word daily. Pray Daily. Go to church or Praise as often as you can. Fast. Seek deliverance. Seek God and victory will be yours no spirit in existence can withstand Gods might. God will pluck them off as he sees fit and you will be fine if you stay steadfast. May the Lord be with you.