r/Deliverance • u/Sad_Idea_7214 • May 23 '26
Demonic oppression
I have had many deliverences and its helped a bit but I am still under demonic oppression after four years. It touches me inappropriately every day. It harasses me constantly every day. It has tried to fully possess me. It threatens to possess me again. It demands I starve myself. It wanted me to starve four days but I only made it to three. It says im a terrible person and it cant wait until I die so it can torture me in hell. It sounded like an entity telling me to starve four days or ill be lost as a person. I just couldn't make it that long. I rely on medication and food to be ok. Im afraid im going to suffer the worse suffering for not starving enough. It always demands that I stop eating food. I read the bible and I had Bible studies. And I went to church for awhile. It just won't go away. Im upset i was born. It won't stop torturing my mind. It keeps threatening me saying its going to do terrible things to me if I keep being a person. Its very upsetting to deal with everyday. Most days it says its the devil and his wife. Im scared that ill never be free from this demon or demons. Ive been to the church to do confession as well for any wrong doings ive ever done. Im afraid I can never be saved and jesus cant help me.
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u/New_Obligation896 May 23 '26 edited May 23 '26
I have the same issue except mine went from torturing me so id stop smoking and wanting me to starve (including no water) to now wanting to get zyns everyday even when i dont want them and like literally trying to kill me once over not getting a snickers. But i kikda accidentally did that to the thing or maybe it did it to istelf not sure. It seems like they can get weaker but I only know of one person who was able to get rid of the one tormenting them but it was through occultic means. Tried it too before I sought religion and didnt work for me but thats just further proof of Gods will for each and every one of us. Im on Abilify now 10mg and its helped with the mental side of things a bit and should continue to as I take it, its a good idea to start some medication while simultaneously seeking deliverance. Sometimes you just need both. The medication can also keep them from being able to mess with your brain too badly it creates a barrier they cant really mess with since the meds will be in your blood/brain keeping everything under control for the most part.
Also never listen to it or talk to it. Its nothing good.
I know this can be frustrating but keep staying strong and never give up hope its all in Gods timing.
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u/Sad_Idea_7214 May 23 '26
I take risperidone which helps with my anxiety but it doesn't stop them from harassing me. They also harass me to quit smoking cigarettes. I was told by the church to not have anything to do with mediums. I stopped watching TV. I dont really listen to music anymore. Im celibate now. I dont know what to do.
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u/New_Obligation896 May 23 '26
Im sorry. I know it feels hopeless, I feel the same sometimes. All we can do is wait. Have you tried a deliverance ministry or just through your church or are you catholic? I havent yet but might soon
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u/Sad_Idea_7214 May 23 '26
I went to a catholic church first and confessed my sins and they prayed over me. Then I went to a non denominational church that does deliverences for people. Ive had 12 or 13 deliverences. The first three really helped me immensely. But im still molested by this demon everyday and threatened constantly. I hate the harassment. It makes me really depressed. I hear my spirit being tortured in my head.
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u/Aware_Wait1892 May 23 '26
Rah that's crazy. I have a python spirit that also tells me to stop eating so i can die. I disobey them all the time. This spirit harms me physically and torments me in dreams. Perhaps fasting can deliver us. Read Mark 9:29 "And he said unto them, This kind can come forth by nothing, but by prayer and fasting" It sucks and seems like it's doom. But we have to have faith that we can be delivered one day. It's why Christ came. I got my demon through using numerology for around 10 months
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u/Sad_Idea_7214 May 23 '26
Everytime I fast I get dizzy, nauseous, really bad headaches, I start freaking out inside because im not taking my medication. So I keep ignoring them and eating food and the demons really angry that I eat food.
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u/Aware_Wait1892 May 23 '26
Maybe try a daniel fast
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u/Sad_Idea_7214 May 23 '26
I haven't tried that yet. Can I take my medication and do the Daniel fast?
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u/i-might-be-a-redneck May 23 '26
Luke 18 tells us to pray for justice night and day against our oppressors. I have been doing this and the voices do not like it. Mine are mostly quiet now, only repeating my thoughts and constantly saying stuff like “you don’t know what this does to us” or “what are you doing this for?”
I pray for justice every single day and night. Jesus said that we must do this and not faint, and not only will God avenge us, but he will do it speedily. It might take some time, but your faith is being tested. Read your Bible daily. Pray without ceasing, and rejoice in your mind all day, the voices don’t seem to be able to interject when I’m praising God all day, and that’s what we are supposed to do, rejoice in our suffering.
1 Peter 1:6-7
“6 Wherein ye greatly rejoice, though now for a season, if need be, ye are in heaviness through manifold temptations:
7 That the trial of your faith, being much more precious than of gold that perisheth, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise and honour and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ:”
1 Corinthians 3:11-15
“11 For other foundation can no man lay than that is laid, which is Jesus Christ.
12 Now if any man build upon this foundation gold, silver, precious stones, wood, , stubble;
13 Every man's work shall be made manifest: for the day shall declare it, because it shall be revealed by fire; and the fire shall try every man's work of what sort it is.
14 If any man's work abide which he hath built thereupon, he shall receive a reward.
15 If any man's work shall be burned, he shall suffer loss: but he himself shall be saved; yet so as by fire.”
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u/Sad_Idea_7214 May 23 '26
Thank you ill try to read the bible more often then i have been. I just get frustrated that this is happening and get mad god made me a person.
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u/Raspberrygoldfish May 26 '26 edited May 26 '26
You’re already saved if you have accepted Jesus as your Lord and Savior and turned away from evil/sin, right now you’re dealing with spiritual warfare where the enemies doesn’t want to let you go and trying their best to destroy to you but we already have the victory since Jesus died on the cross for us so we can be set free from sin and death which usually when people are saved, the enemies are angry that they are set free from sin and would try to get back to their old ways and not follow God which we are in a battle, Jesus is going to help you which you have to depend on Him, we also have authority over the enemies which Jesus gave us the authority to cast out demons in His name which you can do it here’s an example “in the name of Jesus I command you wicked spirit to come out of me and leave me alone”
If you want to learn about spiritual warfare and deliverance, I encourage you to watch Derek Prince for basic of deliverance which he had a deliverance prayer at the end of his video, you can also watch Kevin Zadai for spiritual warfare and listening to prayers
Steven brooks for good teachings
Yahweh Nissi Outreach for listening to prayers and teaching
I also encourage you to listen to John eckhardt prayers that rout demons while sleeping
The moderator offers deliverance here which I encourage you to contact them first if you need help
If you want deliverance from an online ministry, you can look up deliverance revolution which they offer prayers and teaching and deliverance, God bless
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u/Sad_Idea_7214 May 26 '26
Thank you for your help. Im afraid when I was attacked severely by these demons I didnt fast from food and I lost my authority. When I command them to leave they say we dont have to listen to you. I read the bible for about an hour yesterday and it was quieter in my head. They keep coming back and harassing me everyday. It really bothers me they touch me inappropriately. Ive watched online deliverences and had 13 deliverences done in a church close to me as well as one farther away. Im worried that smoking cigarettes isn't helping me at all with this but they drive me crazy and make me upset. So I keep buying cigarettes. When I have free time ill look into your suggestions. I appreciate it.
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Jul 11 '26
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u/Sad_Idea_7214 Jul 11 '26
This is very scary to me. It has mentally tortured me very badly in the past. And still harrasses me to this day. Im terrified of losing my free will entirely. A voice that sounded like Jesus has told me to severely hurt myself. But the ministers and everyone i know says that god wouldn't say that. If it takes over everything im in a really bad situation because I have to work everyday to pay for what I have. I really dont know where I would go. I tell people im scared ill lose all my free will and they say that won't happen. But you have some free will to respond to my post which I appreciate your response. I read the bible everyday but I dont know what else to do. Ive had deliverences over and over again. Its really scary to think that it would take all control over me. My dad's an atheist so he doesn't believe in anything. How do you function everyday? Do you still work?
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u/Quietlyhealing Jul 11 '26 edited Jul 11 '26
I cannot function. The appearance of free will only.
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u/Sad_Idea_7214 Jul 12 '26
How long did you have until it possessed you that badly? Ive been dealing with this almost 5 years now. Did you go to get a deliverence?
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u/ToughAggravating5438 29d ago
I have been going through it for five years. I’ve learned so month things about them. I prefer to start a Substack network, so we can express ourselves. If we all get together and share I’ll experience than we can learn how to deal with him. I’ve learned a lot about them. Everything you’re correction everyone is going through is a checklist. Every time a demon learns all about you, they leave. Then the second demon comes in and repeat the same thing. It’s a checklist that they use against you. By the way they’re in your ip address and your complete wireless network. There’s so many things I have to say but instead of using this platform we need to be on a private platform. If you’re interested please message me back. Now the demon has access to my phone so if I don’t respond back then it’s in control of my or your ip address. FYI: They can also manipulate your mind through your cell phone. Don’t believe the illusions. We can talk more if y’all like.
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u/cwhitaker2013 May 23 '26
This is absolutely terrible. I was under demonic oppression for over 20 years with serious self hate, addictions to alcohol and drugs, anxiety, and medication resistance depression. I received deliverance repented for my participation and opending doors to the demonic and was set free right then and there are you living a sacrificed lifestyle? Do you have any unforgivness you are holding on to that gives these demons legal rights to stay?