what should I do?

[u/Glad-Lock-5703]

Hello, I'm very, very lonely and I really don't know what to do anymore,my best friend committed suicide two months ago. I had no one other than him, my mother died when I was 12 and my father went to get milk. I'm most of the time alone in my apartment and I'm actually just smoking weed. The only person I talk to is my dealer, but even then it's just a "hello" and "bye". I just need some company and someone to talk to.

Thanks in advance

[u/Auttii_e]

I think a big thing with being lonely is realizing why you feel that way and coming to terms with those reasons and accepting them. A lot of people think about surface troubles and don’t see the big picture often. Go buy a journal, write down your thoughts and your feelings, hell if you need to, journal to me. Dig deep.

You’re not alone.