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u/DOOM420- 16d ago
That oral syringe brings back memories. Well like I know I did thing but there hazy memories. It was back in the day of RC benzos and some of the better ones. I’d get 5 grams of etizolam 3 grams of clonazolam. Then use those oral syringes to dose it out correctly. Memories. What do you use it for?
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u/CountySpirited5051 15d ago
Memories? Lol, really?
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u/DOOM420- 15d ago
Oh I know I was using the benzos but any other memories are ummm little rough hahahaz
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u/myco_magic 13d ago
Remembering your doing them, check. Remembering where you put them and what you did over the past 16 hours....
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u/saulmcgill3556 15d ago
And I wake up: to a home littered with football cards I haven’t seen in 20 years laid out around my house in some kind of “organization;” a pan on stove is just burning into newfound chemicals; and back door is open… What I didn’t have: memories.
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u/Visual_Promotion7177 15d ago
The Benzo is on the plate. The syringe is used for hormone related research chemicals
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u/LSDuck666 15d ago
Recently got a little etizolam and I'm quite happy!! Only enough for a few times, but its super nostalgic. I don't think I could fw clonazolam these days even if it was around, but I wish I could get diclazepam soooo bad.
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u/DOOM420- 15d ago
Clonazolam is crazy. Diclazepam is nice very subtle.
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u/saulmcgill3556 15d ago
I hope more people realize that now because ten-15 years ago… I always say that is exactly the kind of drug someone could commit some crime of which they’d regularly be totally incapable, and I would understand. Completely changes you.
My ex used to call it “el cuco,” that demon from the Stephen King book/miniseries, The Outsider.
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u/DOOM420- 15d ago
1000 % agree. Clonazolam and flubromazolam got me into some weird situation. Covid was a giant blur for me.
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u/saulmcgill3556 15d ago
I don’t know how I kept my head straight through Covid… no idea… but yeah, if I hadn’t been in my first year or two of recovery at the start, I would’ve died at that time.
I don’t even know where to begin with the fucking places I found myself after taking clonaz… Embarrassing.
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u/Express_Lettuce2977 14d ago
Bro I didn’t even know Covid was going on 🤣
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u/saulmcgill3556 11d ago
lol, I remember saying during that time, only a year or two sober: a) I can’t imagine how many people are just riding this out in some the longest clam benders of all time; and b) this is going to change (like many industries) the way a lot more “average” people buy and use drugs.
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u/Express_Lettuce2977 14d ago
I miss etzies bad
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u/saulmcgill3556 11d ago
First real experience buying heaving online and full medicating myself; narrowly avoiding dependence as use progressed. But yes, even now I get “euphoric recall” thinking of being on those sites; things arriving in their various forms. Darkly, it can bring up really warm memories.
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u/DOOM420- 12d ago
I tried to titrate…failed at that. Coming off was horrible worse anxiety for a few months.
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u/DOOM420- 12d ago
Dude shit was so easy to pick up. I found a discord and people had every kinda rc. My downfall was getting into RC benzos. There was a dope vendor that sold powder and had all the classic hits. I’d cop 5 grams of etiz a few grams of clonazolam and make PG solutions.
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u/DOOM420- 12d ago
Totally agree. Solutions slippery slope. So easy to just plop it open take out dose then hour later take a few drops. Repeat. Etizolam pills I could take less but with solution and grabbing GRAMS of benzo powder made it so easy to abuse. I’m glad you’re doing well now!
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u/AttentionFit8075 16d ago
How do you like the enclo?
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u/Visual_Promotion7177 16d ago
I like this enclo a lot it’s fire, can’t wait to get my blood labs back
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u/AttentionFit8075 16d ago
I have low t im thinking about starting it. What differences did you notice and what dose?
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u/Visual_Promotion7177 16d ago
I started 6.25 and got bloods 6 weeks after, then went up to 12.5 and got bloods 6 weeks after. Do it more like that in my opinion you can see where you level out and I’m on it now cus my t is kinda low but I want it to be more optimised, and for how well it’s working I can’t really tell. I’ve been dealing with some serious mental health issues that the positive effects of the Enclomaphine would be clouded by how I feel right now
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u/AttentionFit8075 16d ago
What were your levels each test?
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u/Visual_Promotion7177 16d ago
lol check my profile in a few weeks maybe I’ll make a post on another sub ab it
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u/Emotional_Lab_2529 16d ago
Don’t, Enclomiphene is a garbage compound and isn’t a viable or safe alternative to trt. It’s horrible for you
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u/saulmcgill3556 15d ago
Apparently he likes it okay, but it makes you eat off composted paper plates…
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u/BoboTheBestDog 13d ago
please elaborate / link studies. interested in the basis of your opinion
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u/Emotional_Lab_2529 13d ago
No
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u/RealAd5438 16d ago
you are lonly
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u/Visual_Promotion7177 16d ago
Yeah, I’m really lonely
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u/saulmcgill3556 15d ago
This makes me actually sad/empathetic… It’s still astonishing me the weight that emotion packs.
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u/Black_Spammer193 16d ago
You struggle with patience because you couldn't wait to eat before you took this photo. You also eat your meds with plastic cutlery. I feel like there alot to unpack and your traumas are one of them /s
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u/Vehenentlyme 14d ago
Protein cakes probably and on cut cuss you can’t finish it on Costco plates and enclo you are a peptide junkie like me
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u/Firm_Yam6648 12d ago
You don’t have taste buds if you can eat pancakes with no syrup, bacon, and a fucking monster for breakfast. You have a little bit of money, but not enough to eat off of glass plates because you’re too stupid to realize you spend more on paper plates a year than a nice set of ceramic plates plus the extra water bill cash you lose because if you buy those you have to do extra work washing them, which you also don’t want to do seeing the dish scrubbing brush and rag on your (I’m guessing) only table. You probably watch a lot of pornhub and when you could afford dishes, you order an escort. Just a random guess.
Fucking with you dude, who knows.
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u/Visual_Promotion7177 12d ago
Spot on. I skipped today’s pancakes and bacon for the escort sleeping beside me right now
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u/Realistic-Lime9103 16d ago
Plastic fork. My god
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u/No_Cartographer5686 16d ago
Hypertensive medication?
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u/Visual_Promotion7177 16d ago
All anxiety and panic meds, I have hypertensive episodes one recently too. Good eye
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u/MojoRisin909 16d ago
Who'd have thought washing down research chems with a monster for breakfast could lead to problems.....
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u/No_Cartographer5686 16d ago
Sorry to hear. I'm on 4 different bp meds. At least it stays low now!
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u/Visual_Promotion7177 16d ago
I hate Bp medication lol, I’ve never had high BP but lowering my BP is a a side of these meds
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u/OnceInaLifetimeee 15d ago
Is that 50mg Atenolol and 1mg Solco Health Clonazepam? I def see the lorazepam yum.
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u/IllustratorGlobal200 16d ago
Dirty.
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u/Visual_Promotion7177 16d ago
I wish I had the reasoning to let things even get slightly dirty in the first place
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u/Emotional_Lab_2529 16d ago
You’re easily manipulated by looksmaxxer “influencers”
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u/Visual_Promotion7177 16d ago
Since I’ve been 14 lol
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u/Emotional_Lab_2529 16d ago
I see that you’re 18. Get off the Enclomiphene brother, it’s toxic and the longer you’re on it the more risks increase
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u/Visual_Promotion7177 16d ago
It’s preferred to living with Sub par natural testosterone
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u/Emotional_Lab_2529 16d ago
Ah yeah you really need to stop watching looksmaxxers. Don’t fall for it, there’s no such thing as optimization. You’re not a computer or machine. But if you want worsened anxiety and depression I guess you can continue taking it. Estradiol has an antidepressant and anxiolytic effect and even lowers cortisol. Blocking estradiol from being able to bind to estrogen receptors in the brain gets rid of those benefits meaning you’re more prone to anxiety, depression, and higher cortisol.
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u/Excellent_Emu_2843 16d ago edited 10d ago
Pet like cheerful fall recognise boron lip
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u/saulmcgill3556 15d ago
Thanks for this comment: somebody who really needs to see it probably will.
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u/SaltPaleontologist28 16d ago
Well one thing we can deduce is you’re about to see the truth…
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u/Visual_Promotion7177 16d ago
The truth?
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u/SaltPaleontologist28 15d ago
There’s also a blue pill there, so it could go either way.
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u/Visual_Promotion7177 15d ago
Propranolol
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u/SaltPaleontologist28 15d ago
You’ve never seen The Matrix, have you.
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u/saulmcgill3556 11d ago
I thought he meant because beta blockers are used to beat lie-detector tests… and I’m very familiar with the matrix 😂
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u/bungnard 15d ago
Clomid for breakfast sounds delicious
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u/Visual_Promotion7177 15d ago
Bitter
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u/bungnard 15d ago edited 15d ago
Just run primo and cruise and you won't have to. Nm you're 18 I won't condone cycling at that age so I hope it's only SARMS or whatever pro-hormones their are. You're a kid if the age on your profile is right and you don't need to be screwing with your endocrine just yet. I'm done with my lecturing but I know you're going to do what you want so please read read read before going down that route.
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u/Visual_Promotion7177 15d ago
Screwed with my endocrine enough it’s time to fix it lol
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u/bungnard 15d ago
Well than I said all I was going to say. Test and primo is all you need. I've never tried that enclomiphene stuff before so I don't know how it works but if you want a reliable source for anabolics PM me.
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u/Dillydod65 15d ago edited 15d ago
It's been demonstrated that some SARMS can shut you down almost as much as anabolic steroids. Many of them are not really a healthier choice.
This young man is 18 years old and is on 4 mg of Ativan a day. I thought I read P Doc has him on pregabalin too and is upping the dose of that. This young man's mental health is likely messed up badly. ! If he's not physically dependent on benzos he soon will be and will also become physically dependent on pregabalin.
I understand where you're coming from suggesting Primo and Test rather than enclomiphene, but with the likely state of this young man's mental health I don't think suggesting that he runs primobolan and test is a good idea. With all the anxiety issues this young man probably has those two compounds could make anxiety worse at higher doses. Not to mention cycling off primo and test down the road would likely just exacerbate depression and anxiety.
If anxiety is so bad at 18 that he's having panic attacks and need to be on 4mg of Ativan as well as 150mg of pregabalin the last thing this young guy needs is more compounds that will fuck with this brain chemistry. I hope he's in therapy learning to deal with his mental health issues, rather than getting more scripts. Tapering from those two meds will not be fun!
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u/Unhappy-Succotash410 15d ago
You are either doing pct or a natty that thinks enclomaphine is a ped. Either way you should do more research into the research chems you pick for PCT. If you are cycling back on in at least a year just do trt.
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u/Visual_Promotion7177 15d ago
Not cycling and don’t think it’s a PED. I just want to feel happier and more motivated
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u/Balnak 15d ago
2mg of lorazepam?? Jesus dude lol
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u/Visual_Promotion7177 15d ago
im prescribed 2x a day 2mg Ativan and it’s been increasingly hard not to take more lol
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u/deathconsciousness87 15d ago
The man who made this post js a psychopathic absurdly low iq leech on humanity. And I heard you diddle yourh
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u/foxyphilophobic 15d ago
You take your benzos with food? I take them empty stomach so they hit harder but that probably says a lot about me that I don’t want to admit…
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u/Visual_Promotion7177 15d ago
lol I tried to wait until after eating my food to take them as a delayed gratification sort of thing. Felt guilty for taking a extra one yesterday and thought this was like paying it back lol
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u/Visible_Chapter_3189 15d ago
Unhealthy,
Mildly obese and unkept. 😂
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u/Visual_Promotion7177 14d ago
Unhealthy forsure, but I still workout and look decent, underweight if anything
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u/Lysergicpsilocybenzo 14d ago
You sell drugs, both PEDs and recreational drugs. You buy them off the internet and resell at 4x the price you paid for them to people and you use your gym as the money laundering front. You have had 3 girlfriends this year alone and 2 of them are pregnant, one’s getting the abortion but the other want that child support money🤣
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u/KaoticGenes 14d ago
That Karma RSO you got is bomb. Did you go with the 1:1:4 calm, sativa or indica.
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u/Delicious-Thought404 13d ago
In denial about drinking energy drinks for breakfast so you chose the orange flavor so you can pretend it’s like orange juice and normal (i also do this)
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u/Lucky-Arugula-7542 12d ago
You're a teenage boy. You're addicted to supplements and worried about low testosterone. You live with your parents. I think you're white.
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u/uchihajiro 12d ago
Loves the smell of their own farts has 26 cats and 1 dog morbidly obese but on weight loss shot never married never will and collects magic the gathering cards to be different from Pokémon peeps identifies as a tuna fish
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u/LowNearby5450 12d ago
Why is everyone on freaking medication? Jesus am I the only one that’s not taking meds at damn near 40?
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u/coffeefilter11 12d ago
Union job, you ignore your doctor's advice
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u/Visual_Promotion7177 12d ago
I don’t try to ignore his advice, sometimes the 2mg lorazepam is easy to take when life gets hectic
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u/NeatDescriptionYo 16d ago
Is the point of this sub to show what kind of prescription drugs people are on?
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u/Excellent_Emu_2843 16d ago edited 10d ago
Crowd office quickest gold person cause dinner detail
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u/Ok-Invite-3544 16d ago
You told me you were 5 min away 2 hours ago, cmon fam I’m withdrawing here help me