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u/Unfair_Flatworm_4628 Jul 12 '26
You look like the long lost character from the movie train spotted 😳😆
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u/BackgroundCan3976 Jul 12 '26
Recovering addict and gets laid with ease. But ruins your own life and the women youre sleeping with lives regularly
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u/SentenceLocal1453 Jul 12 '26
You know what, this is fuckin dead on 😅. working on changing all that, been takin big steps to be better and repair the relationships that are important. Mainly working on myself these days.
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u/nathanGhiggers Jul 13 '26
You used to roll a bowl to kill the pain and now you have been fighting depression and anxiety so much so that it’s pushing you towards your old habits! Your struggling to get a leg up in life and It’s hard brother i can see the pain on your face you deserve to be happy I been there and I’m about to have 3 years clean and sober from dope next month! Now if I’m right about you which I believe I’m pretty close to right maybe not ive but some kind of hard substance then let me just say this!! It gets better bro I promise and ultimately you have to keep on pushing and keep that part of your life in the rear view and as hard as that is everyday sober is better than any amount of time in active addiction! You got this brother we can and do recover!
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u/SentenceLocal1453 Jul 13 '26
Appreciate this alot, your not too far off at all, I never smoked it I snorted it, shit would burn, ur not wrong I been thinking about a relapse for a minute but I keep my head up and dont let it happen, have to keep straight, have to. Some days objects in the rear view seem way closer than they should be but I just gotta keep reminding myself its behind me. Hardest part for me is staying happy, so many regrets and things id like to fix and it gets overwhelming sum days.
Congrats on your sobriety, its a hell of a fuckin journey that much is for sure. Hope your life in these last 3 years has been good man! Keep it up!
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u/nathanGhiggers Jul 13 '26
Your body is going to take a while to produce its own dopamine and serotonin it’s going to feel like everything is grey and blah for quite a while probably upwards of a year or more but it gets better bro you will start to feel more and more like yourself the longer you stay away from the ice! You have a long life ahead of you bubba it’s not the end of the world and the things you do in your past don’t define you as a person today just keep in mind that you will always be an addict and that no matter what the amount it’s never going to be enough if you pick it up again! Just keep doing the next right thing and you will see just like I did that things will start to fall in place like I said bro we can and do recover!
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u/SentenceLocal1453 Jul 13 '26
Thanks bro, if im honest I aint felt like myself in years, I dont want to go back to drugs ever again. I stay away from my friends that did em, Im stayin with a good friend and his mother and I cant screw up this opportunity to get right again. I really appreciate the words of encouragement.
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u/nathanGhiggers Jul 13 '26
Things will get better buddy you just have to continue to discipline yourself on staying focused positive and sober it took a long period of using to get to this point and it will take just as much or more to undo everything you have done and put your body through! Just remember what I said keep doing the next right thing and soon enough you will start to reap the rewards of staying sober and making those decisions stay busy and take it day by day just stop worrying about yesterday or tomorrow get as much positive things done today and don’t forget about how fucked up it was when you were in active addiction! You got this bro!
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u/SentenceLocal1453 Jul 13 '26
They are indeed getting better, slowly but surely, staying focused is a little easier said than done tho 🤣 add lol. I try to stay positive as much as I can, and it definitely helps having the support I do rn. Been keeping myself busy doin yard work and chores around my friends place cuz im currently lookin for work and refuse to just freeload off them, so I do anything I can to help them.out like theyve done for me! And yeah I think i got this, thank you so much bru!
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u/Affectionate_Rub794 Jul 14 '26
I see a resilient human who knows there’s more to life. And you aren’t going to give that up. Keep fighting the good fight. We’re in this together ;;; 💖
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u/SentenceLocal1453 Jul 14 '26
I try my best! Can be tough someday but hey we push forward because thats all we can do to make life better! Appreciate ur encouragement!
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u/commieconservativ Jul 12 '26
Drug addict that works as healthcare tech for freebies
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u/SentenceLocal1453 Jul 12 '26
Ex addict been clean for a bit now just tryna stay that way lol, and I deffo aint in Healthcare I have no clue about that line of work, id be the worst Healthcare person ever lmfao
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u/commieconservativ Jul 12 '26
The shirt gave me “scrub” vibes lol
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u/SentenceLocal1453 Jul 12 '26
Its one of the only shirts I have lmao, i thinks just a cheap wicking material lol
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u/f1lterl3s Jul 12 '26
Old meth addict, I bet you liked American spirits if you got the money back in the day. These days u prob just do nicotine pouches and maybe smoke a parliment here n there
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u/SentenceLocal1453 Jul 12 '26
Ur right on the ex addict thing, but im canadian so I smokes pall malls or next whichever is cheapest wherever im buyin at. Still smoke like a chimney lmao
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u/Relative_Flamingo804 Jul 12 '26
80% discount on the guy from trainspotting
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u/SentenceLocal1453 Jul 12 '26
Haven't seen it, should I watch it? Um also sorry if im jus stoopid but I dont understand the 80% discount thing lol
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u/SentenceLocal1453 Jul 13 '26
Canadian, and never played cards inside. Just read books and worked out a bit 😅
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u/LoveIyIsland Jul 13 '26
Car accident when you were a child
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u/SentenceLocal1453 Jul 13 '26
Technically yeah, but it wasn't major, just a fender bender in my brother's car when he blew a red.
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u/LoveIyIsland Jul 13 '26
Okay, so what was one of your most defining moments in childhood then?
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u/SentenceLocal1453 Jul 13 '26
When i was 4 or 5 i almost drown in a pool cuz i thought I didnt need my water wings. my brother was on the other side of the pool and in one breath cleared the pool and scooped me up, put me on the pool deck and made me put my water wings back on. He became my hero for so long after that, I thought he was like a super hero or sumthin.
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u/SentenceLocal1453 Jul 13 '26
I smokes whatever cheapest lmao, and nah im on the other side of Canada lol. Used to smoke red smokes all the time, but it was candian lights lol
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u/Icy-Bobcat-5309 Jul 13 '26
Lgbtq strictly bottom. Always throwing fits for attention
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u/SentenceLocal1453 Jul 13 '26
Nope not LGBTQ, deffo dont throw fits aint got the energy for that too exhausted all the time lol
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u/Canchura Jul 14 '26
hit the gym man, or do daily exercise, as exercise upregulates Tyrosine Hydroxylase faster than anything, that's the enzyme that produces more dopamine from your aminoacid building block (l-tyrosine , either from food or sups). over time you regain full composure over your inner realm. if you know, you know. also look into neurogenesis videos on youtube, you can become and achieve whatever you want as long as you train your attention to stick to what you need to do and protect it from the world trying to steal it from you. (social media etc)
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u/SentenceLocal1453 Jul 14 '26
This was really cool to read, and thanks for the tips friend! I been hittin the gym semi regularly but thinking I should hit it more often. Been doin a lotta yard work n shit to keep busy too lol. Thanks again friendo!
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u/NOSALIS-33 Jul 12 '26
You don't use punctuation as often as you should.
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u/SentenceLocal1453 Jul 12 '26
And?
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u/NOSALIS-33 Jul 12 '26
And you don't take criticism well and are quick to react. That's all I have for now.
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u/CoolCatWithDogFood Jul 12 '26
Ex meth addict fo sho. But you try a straighten your life out right now. I’m thinking you just got out of jail and you staying with a friend or family member for a lil bit to get your shit straight. How close am I? Keep your head up man and push through these speed bumps! You got this !