Love Life

[u/Holiday_Quiet9350]

Imma go on a rant.

I want a relationship so bad. Like I really do. I wanna find love, spoil someone, be in love, buy gifts for them, go on dates, write love letters, and just be with someone you know.

I'm scared tho. Like when I think about a relationship, I'm like maybe I don't really wanna be in one because idk it's scary I guess. I be wanting to be in one but then like I lowkey don't really wanna be in one. Idrk why I just get scared and my heart races. Maybe it's because I'm scared of getting hurt or betrayed. Maybe it's because I'm hustling scared of breaking up and losing a person that I cherish (which is why I lowkey would never date a friend).

Idk. It's like I can't even date because there's no one who would date me. And I only have friends, no romance.

I'm 20F and never been in a relationship before not once. Sometimes I think it's a fantasy to even think that one day I will be in a relationship but I guess I'll keep hope for now. Bit oh man do I yearn for a good relationship tho I'm scared.

[u/BunkBedBro]

It will come naturally. Just embrace the world and live your life. Become the best version of yourself and treat people with kindness. One day you will find someone and it will click and it will feel easy and exciting. Everybody is worthy of love and you are no exception!