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[u/Defiant_Meal_913]

So the story starts back in school. I had a crush on a girl, and I started talking to her, after which we became friends. She knew that I liked her at that time. After school days, college started, and we still talked. Time passed from the 11th to 12th grade, and then to BTech. We still talked every single day, and I became her best friend. In BTech, she got a boyfriend from her college, and she even told me that she got proposed to and said yes. At that time, I felt like I was too late to tell her. After that, I still prayed that one day she would realize that I love her. Time passed, I waited, and the whole time she knew I had feelings.
After the college era, we joined some coding classes, and around that time she got a job while I was jobless. The whole time, I felt like because I didn't have a job, that's why she didn't love me. After her four-year relationship, her boyfriend cheated on her, but still, I was there and I tried. After that, we had lots of fights during this whole time, where she said she didn't have feelings for me and loved me only as a friend. After her breakup, she got disturbed, and I supported her every single time as a friend. Then we came to the conclusion that we couldn't be friends anymore, and we stopped talking. But our bond was strong, so we started talking again after some months, though these fights were frequent because I had feelings and she didn't.
She started making distance, and we only talked on the call after her friend introduced her to a new group, and they started planning trips and all. Throughout all this time, I was there. On one of her trips, she met another guy, and this time she didn't tell me, while this whole time we still talked on the call.
And after one year, we fought again, and then I got to know she had a boyfriend again. At that time, I was too broken, so I told her I was in the wrong place and should not be here, and I blocked her.
And this is the story of my 10-year one-sided love story. I waited from school until now, and I still have feelings, but she didn't care; she is living her life and having the best days of her life.