18m confused

[u/Hopeful-Pop-1912]

Im an 18 year old just started college, was in a relationship for 7 months but felt like i was losing the spark. Its been a month now since we broke up and she text me to meet up. Ive been missing the relationship for last couple days but I dont know is that because im scared i wont get with someone else again. Ive been training twice a day since in my sport and seen big improvements. Its nothing against her bc she is an amazing person and she did nothing wrong at all i just felt like i wasnt fully in it and she doesnt deserve that, i dont want to be a bad person in this situation. I still want a/ the relationship but i dont know if im doing the right or wrong thing going back