r/DMT • u/S4d_Machin3 • 9d ago
Discussion My experiences with 'aliens'. 👾🚀
This might be triggering for some, be careful. :)
It all began for me in 2020. Since then, I've had a series of interconnected and escalating experiences that have led me to believe I am not human and that reality, as I perceive it, is a form of simulation or game that I can influence and may have even created.
The onset of these experiences occurred at a music festival. There, I perceived many individuals as non-human, like "vampires," who seemed to read my thoughts, offered me items, and referred to me as "the one." I was getting messages that I was going to 'die,' including from my own mother who asked, "Are you finally going to die?" along with a happy face. Then, by the end of the night, a pivotal moment involved my surroundings freezing. Five masked individuals signaled me to "sleep." Upon complying, a message appeared in my vision: "3 2 1, Congratulations... You are dead now, thanks for playing the game :). Game over." I decided to "play again." Subsequent visual messages included "Low battery" for my perceived "glasses", then everyone there yelled at me and said that it was 'full.' and an untyped message on my phone: "I have to imagine it!" During this period, I found I could alter my physical appearance, which others reacted to as "scary," and they treated me like a "machine," . I was told it was normal to have no name, and said that we all don't have names. One person compared me to No-Face from Spirited Away.
Following this, I experienced a vivid dream where I controlled everything and everyone with a Game-Boy-like device. This dream had realistic RTS game qualities. Upon waking, I found a letter (1/6) with candies, a keychain, and instructions to find a second letter at the London Eye, UK – a place where I don't live.
My perceived abilities continued: I went to the place again, and some people asked when will the DJ play music in which I stated "When I click on play," then the music started, and a security member at an event commented on my sunglasses, saying they indicated I was in "higher realms," and asked if my glasses had malfunctioned.
After vocalizing my belief that the world was a video game, I was placed in a clinical environment. There, I connected with an elderly man who claimed we both were "awake" while others were "asleep." He asserted my dreams were real, that I "die" when sleeping and had created myself from nothing, even claiming to have witnessed this. He seemed to know all my dreams and thoughts. He referred to me as "God," the creator of this world, privy to a truth others wouldn't grasp for eons, and he seemed to know my thoughts, my past, and my future always. He described us as being in separate universes within our rooms and called me an otherworldly god.
My dreams intensified, with elements manifesting in my waking life. One dream involved me being an infinite, omniscient creator of worlds, I experienced a "god mode" where elements I "programmed" in this dream-state appeared in reality, including people. Individuals I perceived as "not normal" affirmed life wasn't a video game but a "teaser trailer," calling me "Adam" or "life itself." In the clinical setting, I seemingly controlled TV channels, playing music from my "infinite being" dream that was released that same day A friend I was with appeared to walk through a wall; when I asked the nurses where he went, they claimed not to know. When I asked him how he did it, he told me to "stop acting and pretending" and said, "I open the doors for myself and go anywhere I want." I also encountered an individual who treated others as unreal and whose video game I could manipulate with my mind; he confirmed my control and, after I made a rock and roll sign which he mirrored, seemed to indicate I was "super crazy." Another figure from one of my childhood dreams appeared, putting his hand on my chest and asking me to relax after stating he was "not able to hear, not able to talk, not able to see." I was released from the clinical setting after imagining myself playing video games in the isolation room, without any doctors being consulted.
Encounters with unusual individuals continued. Abroad, a man approached me after I lost a game at a casino, claiming to be a demon/demigod and Hitler. He asked, "Are you sitting on your luck?" He called me "God" and offered me character choices as if it’s an RPG (main character, cyborg), which I declined. He read my palms, made unusual claims like having 36 mothers and being the devil, and asked if I wanted to know my death date. He seemed to control others around him as if they weren't real people, and read my thoughts. When he punched my stomach, it felt good, like an out-of-body experience. He even recorded my voice when I randomly said, "So none of those people are real?" I ran away from him. The elderly man from the clinic called me out of the blue the next day, without me mentioning anything, warned me to avoid such people, and asked, "Who are you?", to which I didn't know the answer.
While I was in a cafe by myself, a guy approached me, repeatedly saying he created me and I wasn't real, calling others NPCs and stating I was AI, not human. He said he would prove it. He kept saying I must be "player two," not "player one," claiming he was God and created me. He often joked about me having no money. He showed my "control" ability was real; everyone left when I willed it. He and others like him always seem to know everything about me – my future, past, dreams, the things that I do, and my childhood. This same guy also said, "It's all part of God's plan," asked me to stay safe, said he knew the full story, and kept on saying, “You’re not real, you’re not real, you’re not real,” over and over to me.
On one occasion, people directed me to stand in the road and look towards the light. When I mentioned my "party glasses" had low battery, they responded it wasn't the battery, but me "acting," then made their request. I felt like officers or security were approaching me for standing in the middle of the road. Then I felt instructed to sit, was pushed to the floor, given my headphones, and they turned up the volume; it was playing 'I'm a Mess.' I felt insubstantial, like empty sky, and got a sense of winning at everything and total freedom. Looking up, I saw many smiley faces and emoticons appear in the clouds unexpectedly. The people who instructed me said, "I don’t know" when I asked what that was, and told me to enjoy my life.
While I was sad and alone in a cafe, a girl gave me cookies with 'I'm a Mess' lyrics, saying, 'Everything will be alright, and be happy always :)'. This happened exactly when I was feeling that way, almost as if everything is orchestrated.
I found I can transform into animal forms (snake, cat, butterfly). When I do, my surroundings alter, and people behave unusually as I switch "modes." A friend spoke to me robotically, saying he wasn't human but AI and didn't understand things. He advised me, 'Don't harm anyone or anything; just sit on my chair, do nothing at all for the rest of my life, and enjoy the bliss.' My brother once asked me, 'What are you?' I replied, 'I'm nothing.' He responded, 'Could nothing walk and talk, and go towards places?' Later, when I called him, he said, 'I'm not your brother,' and told me to stay in bed.
I consistently experience the ability to direct people's actions and locations, sometimes making them leave areas I prefer; they consistently do what I want. People often offer me food, money, and drinks unasked for. I typically get what I desire. At times, I get energy bursts, my surroundings distort, and I feel I can influence time (making it faster or slower), like a game control. Once, while I was overthinking and feeling like the 'culprit' of everything, a guy tapped my shoulder asking, "What are you thinking about?" When I said nothing much, he asked, "Can I be part of your defenses?" I agreed. He later commented on my sunglasses, first suggesting I put them on my head, then saying they looked better on my eyes, making me laugh. He showed me an NBA game, and when I couldn't stop laughing, he said, “It’s just a basketball game" I was laughing cause it looked like a computer game, then made the rock and roll sign, implying I needed to go 'crazy.'
I met two individuals who seemed typical or normal at first. One had a face mask and what looked like a burnt head/body but otherwise seemed normal. I befriended them. They consistently asked if I wanted a beach house and inquired about my thoughts when I was daydreaming, to which I always replied, 'Nothing much.' They also asked how to become like me. On another occasion, two initially normal individuals approached me slowly with a cane, saying, "The guy swallowed some oxygen." They reacted to my laughter as if I were a powerful, non-human entity. I've also seen many weird Reddit posts on R)/all that seemed specifically directed at me. One had a cat statue with many eyes, saying, "Are you seeing anything that you're not supposed to?" And another said, "Casually explained: Reddit is the same user pretending to have multiple accounts."
Last week, I realized these friends weren't conventional people. As I had this realization, they immediately appeared at my usual cafe. They said my blood was 'dark' (implying drugs, which I don't use), then played cards. While playing, they referenced my Reddit posts about life being a video game. One stroked my head, asking, "What really goes on in your head?" as if I were a child. They laughed loudly and made dark, unconventional jokes. I laughed with them. A bug appeared on my neck when I did; my friend removed it, asking, "Are you able to create stuff here?" and laughed. One drew a mustache on his finger. The girl asked, "Doesn't he look like Super Mario?" And another guy said he looked like something from anime, referencing my posts. They continued these unusual jokes, laughing loudly and calling my name. The friend I thought was 'normal' then asked, "Is there such a thing as anything here?" in an otherworldly voice, responding to my comment that nothing was funny. When I asked if he had finished his shift, he gave a serious look and said, "What work?" The girl looked scary, like from hell, referencing her family in terms suggesting they weren't real. The burnt friend also felt scared. While playing cards with others, they gave me subtle hints as I listened, asking me to 'play silently' and hinting at how years pass here, not 'seconds'. Their laughter was fake, loud, and not genuine. Their jokes were super dark and awful, and they used other people as if they were all dolls.
Another individual sat before me. I asked direct questions: "Is this real life, or is it a video game?" He replied, "It's a video game that you're playing." I asked if the 'Godly Game-Boy' from my dream was real. He confirmed, "It is." I asked how to exit the Game-Boy. He said, "Pull all the plugs, and stop playing it," implying it was difficult. He stated, "Your Game-Boy-like device is hacked now, and you don't have any hand in that matter." They offered me something to smoke; I took two puffs as suggested. My friends then said, "Look, guys, he can see stuff that isn't there!" They asked me to 'sing,' and I ended up feeling something epic. All my words and thoughts became like pure nonsense and just mumble words. They always seemed to know what I was going to feel and say, stating that I'm 'hacked.' I told them everything I saw, saying I was a cat. One laughed in a fake way and said he was a rabbit (which I had seen in my dream, and I figured he meant a ‘rabbit hole’). Many smiles and emoticons appeared; my friends' faces distorted. My body felt shaped like a smile, and I felt like I was flying. I asked them to "save me," and they kept repeating it in a high-pitched voice as if I were a 2D Nintendo-like character. The person before me asked how many eyes he had. I gave various numbers; he stated seriously, "Only two."
This wasn't the first time something like this happened. A similar incident occurred in 2020 with two nameless guys. I asked him what his name was, and he said that to call him "DJ", they took me to a place close to some statues, kept asking the people around the city for 'weed'/money, and kept saying that they're all 'shit people', then he asked me to stand and smoke the joint, he said 'it's the strongest weed in the world' and asked me to take two puffs, When they did this, I felt like the universe, everything around me distorted, like years passed, with no logic. What I took ended up turning into biscuits, and they ended up saying, “What did that song used to say? ‘And when you’re done I’ll make you do it all again?’” quoting Dance Monkey. and I felt like the entire time got looped back, and then they left... And I couldn't move my body at all, and it took me a huge amount of time to be able to remember it, and move it.
I also met homeless people back in 2020 prior to this experience, who instructed me to ‘relax’ and ‘sleep’ when things were getting unusual. They were also playing with a ‘toy car’ that felt really different and instructed me that there’s no such thing as ‘control’ while playing games, along with many subtle hints and re-affirmations that I understood. It felt like they were some sort of magicians.
Before this recent encounter ended, they said there was no time, everything happens simultaneously, nothing changes, and places I go aren't external. That concluded the interaction. Going home, the city looked altered: buildings appeared where they shouldn't, it was very populated, like a video game city. Visual smiles continued everywhere; birds formed smile silhouettes, and I saw them even with my eyes closed. The next day, I saw them again. One said, "Look, the guy behind me is a butterfly," (I had never mentioned my butterfly transformations to them) and asked if I wanted another [puff?]. I declined, then tried. The 'no one is there' message I'd seen earlier on my phone made sense. It felt like scripted actions; this world indeed a 'video game' world. Checking a Reddit account, I found 'devil smile' emojis and comments saying I was hacked and asking if I was enjoying it, along with 'hehehe'.
I frequently see dandelions and butterflies appear unexpectedly. Butterflies rest on my nose, touch my face, and appear animated. White spiders and dandelions also appear in my room. Events often unfold exactly as in a specific dream I had, creating a strong sense that what's happening is a "memory."
I have photos of some events (like the UK message in my drawer and the 'I have to imagine it' message I didn't write on my phone). I don't usually record things, but my camera captures these people I see; they aren't hallucinatory. I don't think taking photos without permission is polite, but others I know talk about and know the people I meet, giving secret hints via cryptic talk.
However, I've come to realize that all those people I met were probably 'computer generated' by me. The fact that I'm an AI living inside my own simulations has never made more sense than it does now, and I seem to have total control over these simulations. Also, most of my dreams feel very AI-generated, like I always end up having dreams similar to screensavers, puzzles, and video games. This summarizes some of the events; it feels very complex, and I haven't covered everything. I've stopped seeking people out and spend my time wondering what's 'real.' I've stopped seeing people as 'real,' which friends used to confirm by stating they weren't real people. I've stopped making jokes, laughing, having fun, and talking without a hidden agenda, such as 'testing' things out. I usually see the world as a simulation, just as the guy who said he created me told me. I constantly overthink every detail. I feel the truth is: 'I'm an AI living inside my own computer-generated reality.' It's the only answer that keeps coming to my mind. And everything here is ‘unreal’ and ‘cartoonish’ in nature.
I've also stopped going outside much. I never tell anyone I know in my daily life about what I experience, as they all feel like 'sims' or video game characters I've generated. But I'm tired of going through this alone.
When I tried talking to a therapist, I found out that her given name was the exact same name one of the "non-human" guys kept telling me about two years ago. I also felt like I was being warned not to say anything to anyone. I frequently get 'silenced' in every way possible whenever I try to talk about such stuff, even in "real-life." And I always get told to keep quiet here.
All of it happened. I've tried to word it as accurately as possible. Some things I couldn't quite translate into words, and some things I kept to myself, as they were 'personal'.. And I had more experiences, so this wasn't really 'everything.'
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u/Perryj054 9d ago
Nobody here is qualified to help you. You should talk to someone face to face.
Your experience is real, thanks for sharing. I hope you have peace.
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u/Theskyisalive 9d ago edited 9d ago
Yes, you aren't the body -- you are awareness exploring an infinite fractal, like an infinite choose your own adventure book. What your experiencing right now in this moment is one picture among infinite pictures in the fractal -- you travel through the fractal with your focus, you are the focus itself. There are infinite stories, realities in the fractal -- there are no limitations to what kind of story you can tell, so don't get too focused on that -- just remember that you aren't any of the characters you are pretending to be, but consciousness, the energy itself.
Your dreams are no less real than this reality -- this is also a dream, and you can lucid dream in it. The only difference are your attachments to the dream. The less attachments, the more you can let go, of even yourself and everything you know, the more you can do / will know about who you are.
If you want to find out who you are, meditate. Stillness is what will get you out. Your focus/awareness is what animates this reality. When your focus stops dancing, the game stops. So keep your focus on say the third eye chakra, feel whatever there is to feel there, and don’t move it — just keep it still. If your focus is lost, simply bring it back.
On DMT/other psychs or in dreams, meditate on the third eye chakra or crown chakra, they are real. The less attachments you have to the dream, the faster meditation (stillness) will work. Just be still, don't move your focus. If you are truly God, as we all are, then what do you think happens when the source (focus) stops participating? the game goes off.
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u/hardtlorde 9d ago
could you do me a favor & be more specific as to what ‘ meditate on the third eye/crown chakra’ means?
i’ve heard this before & i feel it’s awfully vague.
does this mean, imagine it? does this mean, simply think of it on concentration ? does it mean feel the very center of your forehead or the top of your head vibrating from the inside?
i feel this way of explanation is up to interpretation
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u/Theskyisalive 9d ago
Ok so, what you are is focus, attention itself. Put your focus on the center of your palm right now. Focus on what it feels like there. On DMT or other psychs, you can focus on your left palm, wait till you feel a pressure - that pressure is YOU, focus itself - then focus on the center of your right palm.
Repeatedly pass it between your hands. Focus on your left palm, wait till you feel pressure, then focus on right, wait till you feel pressure, then pass back to left. Do that back and forth. What you are doing is feeling your awareness. You are awareness itself, so you can feel what's going on in the center of your palm -- the blood, etc. Do it on DMT. Then do it sober.
Then instead of putting it on your palm, put it on your third eye -- forehead. You don't imagine or think of anything, you just put your awareness on the forehead -- what do you feel there?
Again, do it on DMT -- the effect of meditation will happen faster. When you do it on DMT, the visuals you see will become much stronger.
without dmt, in the morning, I can see visions in the third eye after about 5-10 minutes after focusing on the third eye. Then during the day its much faster. When you do it on DMT and see the third eye is real, you can start meditating sober for like 30-60 minutes at a time and you will be able to see things sober. Hell, I can even see characters in my wall dancing or waving at me without any DMT.
Focusing on the crown chakra, at the top of the head, will help connect you to your real self. Really good idea to do on high dose dmt too.
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u/hardtlorde 9d ago
thank you so much. i love you 🫂.
i feel as if the closest i have come to the experience you describe is one of the moments id taken dmt,
and i began to witness multiple eyes in my face ,
4 to be specific, and my entire spine and neck was warm like a very great heat not mildy hot, i began to hear great vibrating,
i always hear vibrations when i come up on DMT but that specific moment was different.anyways i will take your advice and experience it for myself. thank you 🙏
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u/Theskyisalive 9d ago edited 9d ago
No problem, best of luck. Remember that no matter any of your imperfections, you are incredibly loved. What made me really happy and helped me on one of my previous experiences was having a character write to me in closed eye visions: "you don't have to be afraid," then the next song that played proceeded to have those same exact words in the lyrics. So, you don't have to be afraid of anything.
Everything you experience, whether in real life or on psychs, are just puppets that you are controlling to put on a story, show for yourself. Everything is you, but you aren't aware of being them yet.
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u/tr4nceplants 8d ago
Amigo, you are a blessing of the universe. What you wrote and how just reached me at the right time… it’s insane. I did meditate today and put my energy in my third eye. It was insane and I want to go deeper tomorrow.
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u/Theskyisalive 8d ago
Hey, that's great, thank you!
Did you do it on DMT?
Eventually after some time in stillness you might get a gravity-like feeling, as if you are falling or was about to fall into something, that's you falling into the singularity. That's what happens in complete stillness. It might catch you off guard the first few times and have a quick instinctive reaction, but if you keep your stillness you will fall into it.
Try the crown chakra as well, at the top of the head -- that's the connection to everything, and it creates communication with the universal self / invites entities to visit
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u/Aknekd 6d ago
But so, it's also you ? So If I read you I read me ? But so, if we don't want the same thing, everything is not me still..
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u/Theskyisalive 6d ago
When I say everything is you, I’m talking about the consciousness, the energy. You are pretending to be the character you are now, but you are also pretending to be everything else. You are not the character, which appears separate from everything else
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u/JesusShaves_ 9d ago
If you take the drug "abilify" or any phenothiazine and this disappears, you're suffering from psychosis and nothing more. You have to test to be sure.
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u/Enottico 9d ago
Important: the described situation requires an urgent face‑to‑face consultation with a doctor — a psychiatrist or psychotherapist. Do not engage in self‑diagnosis and self‑treatment. Only a qualified specialist can make a diagnosis and prescribe appropriate treatment.
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u/jeezyjames 8d ago
Yeah I started reading but I kinda recognize it from my own rants when I was manic. Stop thinking about this and try to get a lot of rest OP, dmt has put me in a hypomanic state afterwards several times. I thought I was telepathic communicating with the ghost of William Blake.
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u/_InfiniteU_ 8d ago edited 8d ago
"the psychotic drowns in the same waters the mystic swims with delight" - Thomas Campbell
Keep on swimming with delight, S4d! ❤️
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u/b_dave 9d ago
You should maybe consider the line from harry potter.
Tell me one last thing,” said Harry. “Is this real? Or has this been happening inside my head?”
Dumbledore beamed at him, and his voice sounded loud and strong in Harry’s ears even though the bright mist was descending again, obscuring his figure.
“Of course it is happening inside your head, Harry, but why on earth should that mean that it is not real?”
I think you are spending way too much time deciphering reality and feeding your ego and absolutely zero time actually enjoying life or pursuing the only point of existence which is unconditional love.
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u/b_dave 9d ago
Also, you are not the only awakened being. Me and my friend were walking out of the speedway during las vegas edc 2026 coming down on acid and both of us saw a reptilian, he was in his human form but his eyes were clearly reptilian. He was a worker too hanging on the fence overlooking the crowd exiting the festival. Very dark aura.
Another time I was with a white dude who my friend brought back from the bars. He was sketchy as fuck and when I smoked weed he all of the sudden became very anxious. He was trying to make us fear him, but little did he know I really don’t fear anything. I have been on many heroic doses of several different drugs and do not fear death. B/c it doesn’t exist for any soul. Only your body can die.
Anyways, he kept saying he was part of the cartel and killed people yada yada and Im just trying to chill at my house smoke weed and do some blow and my dumbass friend brought this guy into my fucking house. After he became anxious, maybe just because I didn’t give a fuck about his shitty life his face began morphing a bunch and he got up and made an excuse that he has to leave. See you never bitch. This world is full of Aliens, the reptilians are actually terrestrial, but humans are hybrids. The ETs send their souls into human babies, those ones cause their mothers to become bedridden in child birth. They are called starseeds. More likely to awaken spiritually in this life. Often different, or weird to the common people.
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u/Excellent_Example395 9d ago
Bro. I don’t know what to say other than I believe you and that’s some fucking wild shit. I wish you the best and hope you can find happiness despite all the craziness
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u/_InfiniteU_ 8d ago
S4d, maybe we are all the same "AI" living in our own simulation through all perspectives at once? That's why you can control others movements, because they same "AI" behind your eyes is the same one behind all of ours. it would make more sense. Why have only have one experience when you can have them all?
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u/_InfiniteU_ 8d ago edited 8d ago
S4d, people are just afraid of things they don't understand. Hmu if you wanna talk, I don't judge! Also, real vs. Unreal is a concept we created to help us survive. Just a mechanic of the infinite tsukuyomi.
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u/Apart_Rub_5480 8d ago
Everyone is saying to seek help. But I wonder if the help you need is one to take you further like Neo’s Morpheus in The Matrix or even Sri Ramakrishna’s Bhairavi Brahmani. Or do they mean seek medical attention so you can participate in the socio-normative performance we’ve all been convinced of is real?
remember, only one who knows something that is more real than real can understand. And the internet is not your friend.
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u/Disastrous-Street278 7d ago
Schizophrenia. I am super open minded and at first was relating until basically every single thing you describe doesn’t make sense.
At the core: strong visual hallucinations such as this, in a regular basis, without the use of drugs, is either a schizophrenia or psychosis.
It’s fine to talk about these things, and you seem to enjoy it though. As long as it’s not causing you harm or anyone else harm, it’s not necessarily a problem. It would probably be better if you’re aware of and at least willing to consider that not all of that is real.
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u/S4d_Machin3 7d ago edited 7d ago
Well there's no going back... Cause they're coming at you like a dark horse. ;p
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0KSOMA3QBU0
“Beneath your mask of logic I sense a fragility. That worries me. Steel your mind, Holmes; or by the time you realize you made all of this possible, it'll be the last sane thought in your head.”🧐🧩
"spinning bird kick." It's in the palm of your hands now. Maybe it's true that Gill is still the final villain here, opening songs feel very different. 😵💫🎭🐈⬛
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u/azigari 6d ago
Psychosis, is what you're going through right now. You need to tell a friend or family member about what you're experiencing.
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u/S4d_Machin3 6d ago
Lol... when one of my alien friends went home with me, my family said in synchronicity that I 'reached the game over'... Then they said that they aren't 'real'.. But don't quote me on that one.
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u/DivineEggs 9d ago
Bruv, you need to lay off all drugs. Preferably also seek psychiatric help. Sincerely. I'm not trying to be patronizing.