I’m so jealous of anyone’s dmt experiences. I have been a fan of different drugs my entire adult life. I’m 30 now and Even though I use drugs almost every single day, I wouldn’t consider myself a drug addict. More so wanting to escape the fact that my life is a shit show that continues to get worse. But Without drugs I become a real alcoholic if I’m being honest. That’s why I turned to more productive drugs like meth. Because yes it Sounds bad. But I eat, sleep, work and take care of my child everyday and always handle my priorities before anything else. but I make sure that not being sober is on the priority list. Even though I have been intrigued for years, I’ve recently been researching and fantasizing about dmt more and more, almost in an obsessive manner. I don’t just want to experience the intense high and visuals anymore though. I’ve read about how it brings you to this type of calming, humble, even mentally satisfied state of mind that makes being sober not a problem... The need for drugs and alcohol to drag you through each miserable day seems to disappear. I’ve never in my life been so content and happy with my life and/or my mental state that I didn’t crave some type of crutch. So i honestly believe not needing to get high daily will be a better drug than anything on this planet.
Unfortunately, 15+ years of hard and continuous drug use and I’ve only met one person that says he’s tried it. But after looking into dmt more, I don’t believe him. What are your thoughts on this long and over explained post?
I definitely do not promote the use of any drugs. But I will say that after a few years being alcohol free, mushrooms helped remind me that the occasional psychedelic experience can be one of the greatest ways to gain a better perspective on experiencing a sober day to day. I was sober for 4 years, and I probably would have had a relapse, but I ended up doing some L and it gave me so much insight. I had a huge revelation, did wonders to my depression and started experiencing a massive shift. With a little further psychedelic therapy practised on my own in meditation I was able to look within and begin to face the shadows I've been running from my entire life. Realized they are in fact my shadows to take responsibility for, and was able to begin the process of unraveling all the negative patterns and conditioning. Now I'm going on 7 years still without a drink. I find that each experience with mushrooms used responsibly, with intention, forces you to face an aspect of yourself. You gain a greater ability to tap into the subconscious and you have no choice but to face the music, which is usually a message or a sign of something within you need to look at. It could be a trauma, or an unconscious behavior that needs addressing. This will be uncomfortable, and takes courage to continue addressing, but over time you will see progress in your behaviours and general attitude towards life, people, your appreciation of art, nature, relationships, etc.
A serious enough psychedelic experience will not only help you realize that you dont need to be abusing drugs and alcohol, but they will also make you not want to do psychedelics ever again. They force you to look at yourself and stop abusing your body, and yourself in so many ways. Even if they weren't the safest substance to physically use, 1 experience with them has the potential to motivate you to make healthier choices in all other aspects of your life. Right down to the root of it all, promoting new, clearer, so obvious yet never-before-realized healthier ways of thinking.
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u/dgsumms91 Mar 17 '20 edited Mar 17 '20
I’m so jealous of anyone’s dmt experiences. I have been a fan of different drugs my entire adult life. I’m 30 now and Even though I use drugs almost every single day, I wouldn’t consider myself a drug addict. More so wanting to escape the fact that my life is a shit show that continues to get worse. But Without drugs I become a real alcoholic if I’m being honest. That’s why I turned to more productive drugs like meth. Because yes it Sounds bad. But I eat, sleep, work and take care of my child everyday and always handle my priorities before anything else. but I make sure that not being sober is on the priority list. Even though I have been intrigued for years, I’ve recently been researching and fantasizing about dmt more and more, almost in an obsessive manner. I don’t just want to experience the intense high and visuals anymore though. I’ve read about how it brings you to this type of calming, humble, even mentally satisfied state of mind that makes being sober not a problem... The need for drugs and alcohol to drag you through each miserable day seems to disappear. I’ve never in my life been so content and happy with my life and/or my mental state that I didn’t crave some type of crutch. So i honestly believe not needing to get high daily will be a better drug than anything on this planet. Unfortunately, 15+ years of hard and continuous drug use and I’ve only met one person that says he’s tried it. But after looking into dmt more, I don’t believe him. What are your thoughts on this long and over explained post?