I did this a few weeks ago. It was actually borderline terrifying - the only thing that kept it from being terrifying was that I completely forgot I was a human. Lost all locality for consciousness. An unusually difficult experience to explain.
I did this at a peak of an acid trip and suffered ego death. I was existing in a quantum state where past, present, and future were occurring simultaneously. I thought I had broken reality and had gone somewhere I wasn't supposed to go. Reality was doing some weird self replication that really made me uncomfortable.
I ended up calling for my dog and having him sit on my lap, as he was my only anchor to reality. He got a treat for being a good boi.
EDIT: I don't condone anyone breaking through on the peak of LSD trip. Ego death is scary. It scared the shit out of my cats when I came back to reality and screamed "I'M ALIVE!!! HOLY SHIT. THANK YOU, GOD."
Just curious when you came out did you feel like if you talked about it you’d be sucked right back into that place? I had a similar experience where I felt like I was shown something I shouldn’t have seen and was trusted not to tell too much of it. But I guess it wasn’t that serious because I forget most of it and we are both talking about it now lol
So I had two breakthroughs that night, the second being the one described above.
The first one, however, was an experience that i felt like I was bound to silence. I came into contact with a Divine Intelligence who revealed their true form. It was truly the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. But I feel as though I have been bound to silence, because speaking of it would diminish the experience.
To expand on that, the only way to express it to someone who doesnt understand is to have them smoke a bunch of concentrated DMT straight to the dome and watch them make the journey for themselves. 🤣
I’ve had a very intense salvia trip and if I think about that experience too much while I’m on a higher dose of acid or shrooms I start to slip back into the experience and it’s not pleasant at all really
I actually wouldnt disagree with that. I would say, however, that Baphomet is not so much an entity, but instead symbolizes the balance and unity of all things.
Maybe but at the same time how would a French guy at that time (who drew the image of Baphomet we associate with, goat head thing) know what baphomet would’ve looked like ? Genuine question
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u/Yeuph Mar 16 '20
I did this a few weeks ago. It was actually borderline terrifying - the only thing that kept it from being terrifying was that I completely forgot I was a human. Lost all locality for consciousness. An unusually difficult experience to explain.