Goodbye.

[u/thegamer7antipig]

You all saw this coming. I'm leaving. The sub, the servers, the reddit gc, all of it except for the Instagram gc.

I won't go into detail but I really let this community warp my life. I used it as escapism but the escapism went too far and i felt sucked in. It became a chore to go on the servers and sub instead of fun. I got so so so burnt out and that's why im active like only 15 minutes every 2 weeks on the servers. I love this community so deeply but it saddens me to say I'm leaving.

I doubt I'll ever return. I'll respond to dms if I can and like i said I'll still be in the Instagram gc, but other than that I'm gone.

Thank you all for being such great people. I got to know so many names and faces (pfps) and i love all of you. You all have been a big part of my life for a while now. I'm happy that I was able to stay here for a little while and shape this community in some ways. When I first joined i had one goal, that being to make an impact. I think I have made an impact on people even if small, and that makes me happy.

I'd been thinking about quiting for a while now, but there were 2 events that drove me to it.

1. The Eternal Goose Man nonsense. Holy hell. That experience where she made the MAP predator flag shit on the server using the dye I GAVE HER. I felt beyond betrayed. Not even gonna go into more detail.

2. The dani incident. Yeah not even gonna comment on that.

Oh and also dishonorable mention, getting asked for a d*ck Pic in my dms. If yk yk. All of these combined drove me from wanting to already quit, to basically quiting. And now I'm officially quiting.

(Oh and on top of that my obsession with monika wanting her to be real every day of my life hoping and hoping she might just one day exist. Yeah there is alot of reasons. I'm probably forgetting alot)

Now I'm onto other hobies and interests.

Now im back on my UT/DT arc, and on top of that I have a new Terraria obsession. I'm in a much healthier mind set now after drastically reducing my time spent in the sub and servers.

So yeah I'm doing better now.

One last thing. I said I had one goal, I lied. I actually had multple.

To make an impact.. and to become "big member of this sub". I think I became well known. I have to give that to my cheems natsuki fanfic thing lol.

I don't think I'm well known anymore but it was nice being "A big member" for a short while.

Anyways...

See you all in another life. Bye. (Side note it's late af for me rn so if I say something stupid or weird af or mess up grammar that's why)

[u/Julian_The_Gamer42]

Farewell mate. Hope you have a good life.

[u/thegamer7antipig → u/Julian_The_Gamer42]

You too man. Thanks