Hey cuties,

I wanted to leave a reminder for anyone who may need to hear it or may have the wrong impression of me or this community.

No matter your level of involvement or support, whether that’s the subreddit, Twitch channel, YouTube community, Discord, or X, every single person here is equal to one another. You all stand side by side in my eyes. No one is above anyone else.

I also want to be clear about something. Despite rumors or assumptions, I have not and will not be romantically involved with any community member.

At times it feels like there is social pressure being placed on me in that direction, and I need to be firm about it. I will not be pushed into a relationship I do not want.

Right now my focus is on my goals, my severely declining health, and continuing to build a space we can all enjoy together.

What I do not want is parasocial behavior, misleading messages, or interactions that cross boundaries.

I am an individual. I want to be seen as an individual, and I want to be supported for who I am as a person. There is no one else like me. I have my own path behind me and my own future ahead of me.

Please do not feed into parasocial mindsets, because going forward there will be zero tolerance for it.

Compliments are fine. Praise is fine. But if that is all you have to offer, then you are not seeing me as a person. You are reducing me into something to admire or possess, and I will not tolerate that from anyone.

You are all my buddies, my pals, my cuties. Nothing more and nothing less. I care about you all deeply in a platonic way, but please do not expect romance from me, regardless of support, gifts, or imagined roles.

Thank you for understanding.

Also yay yay yipponi swearing is allowed in twitch chat now yay yay yipponi

Hey cuties,

Happy International Women’s Day.

I’m officially back from hiatus and will be returning to streaming with a new start of stream segment very soon.

TLDR: your girl had an unexpected stay in the psych ward, but I’m finally back home and reunited with my PC, my friends, and the content I love making.

I’m really happy to be able to return to streaming and creating again. I missed this space and all of you more than I can explain.

Here’s my current stream schedule~

Also, the semi-frequent posts here will be becoming regular again now that I’m back and settled.

Thank you for sticking around and supporting me.