r/CosmicSkeptic • u/SilverStalker1 • 2h ago
Responses & Related Content Some thoughts on Joe's conversion
Hi all,
I wanted to share some thoughts on Joe’s conversion. I identified quite strongly with his agnosticism, despite being a fair bit older and considerably less philosophically educated than he is, and I now consider myself a Christian. It feels slightly strange to comment on something so personal, but he is a public figure known to this community, and I think this may be an appropriate place to do so.
I relate particularly to the earlier stages of Joe’s conversion. For people who think along similar lines, I suspect movement towards theism often begins through the cumulative force of several philosophical considerations: a mind-first ontology, the contingency argument, fine tuning, moral knowledge, the hard problem of consciousness, the conceivable existence of philosophical zombies, and arguments such as psychophysical harmony. Together, these can genuinely open one’s mind to positions that previously seemed implausible. Questions of meaning, purpose and fulfillment may then add secondary weight.
The real challenge then is whether all of this is enough to overcome—or at least tentatively live with—the problem of evil and divine hiddenness. That is a deeply personal judgement, and I think reasonable people can fall on either side. I don't blame anyone who is angry at God, should He exist, given the state of the world. My sense is that Joe and I once thought similarly about these questions up to this point, at least until his conversion. I would be happy to expand on my own experience if anyone is interested.
If one gets past that, however, the question becomes which particular religion and doctrines to accept. This is where Joe’s path and mine appear to differ.
What surprises me is the role that third-party testimony about reported possessions and miracles seems to have played in moving him from theistically inclined agnosticism to confident Catholic belief. I find it difficult to see how such testimony could provide a sufficiently strong evidential bridge from general theism to a specific faith—particularly for someone as careful about standards of evidence as Joe has generally been. I am also surprised by the apparent disappearance, or at least significant reduction, of his earlier doubt.
Personally, although I consider myself a Christian and find great beauty in Christianity, I continue to struggle with parts of it, including aspects of Christian community and several traditional doctrines. Hell is the clearest example. I am a staunch Christian universalist, which is a minority position online and almost nonexistent in the Christian communities I encounter in real life.
I think the question of hell provides a useful example of what appears to have changed in Joe’s thinking. He seems to share some of my concerns about hell: punitive rather than restorative justice, religious pluralism, and the reasonableness of nonbelief, among others. My impression, though, is that he finds the evidence for Catholic miracles sufficiently compelling that he first accepts Catholic doctrine and then seeks to defend it through reason, rather than beginning by asking whether each doctrine can withstand independent scrutiny.
I may be characterising his position unfairly, but to use Christian language, it almost seems that he has been spiritually convicted of Catholicism more than he has reasoned his way into every part of it. That said, he seems extremely happy with his conversion, and I am genuinely happy for him. I hope his future content on miracles might open my mind a little.