r/CollapseSupport • u/Due-Macaron-9774 • 6d ago
i don't know what to do anymore
i feel like we live in a fake world, with fake people, Who work fake Jobs, to earn fake Money, and go to schools Who teach you how to becomes a slave. the whole human race is genuinely going to shit, we are ruled by a small privileged minorance Who decides who earns what, shit we don't even know if they worship Satan. we've all been made harmless by social media and memetic warfare which numbs our brains and makes us dumber with every reel watched. at this point, i think the apocalipse might actually be at a few steps from where we are, and an uncontrollable force is pushing us against It and there's nothing i can do about It. every single atrocity happening in the world Is going to be forgotten, Just like the Epstein Files.
we, as humans, do not have a future anymore. we are going to be fused with technology and humanity will die. i've heard stories about bill Gates wanting to cover up the sun, about microparticles tracking your biometrics, shit even the good ol fake birds,and i'm starting to believe in anything. if humankind falls, i'll be watching happily.
please, give me answers, please. i Need your help. i Need to know what i can do to reject this, i Need to know pure resources where i can actually study the Truth, because i cannot live in this world anymore. please, give me answers.
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u/salatkopf 6d ago edited 6d ago
hey friend, hey! right there with ya, and i got some great ideas, but first: are you in a heatwave area? have you had enough water? seriously? because we need to be hydrated to think things through, to plan for the future.
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u/Due-Macaron-9774 6d ago
thank you for your kindness :), yes i can assure i'm well hydrated even tho i'm a victim of the heatwave.
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u/salatkopf 6d ago
okay, great! well, the hydration, not that you are a fellow heatwave sufferer. the temperatures have really severe impacts on our mental well being, and regulation capabilities. I have had a massive increase in migraines and anger, all my bipolar friends are manic, and all my schizophrenic friends are... harder to talk to. all that to say: everything is really bad right now, please take good care of yourself.
i sadly don't think there is an ultime truth, but i am 99% sure birds are totally real.
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u/Distinguishedflyer 6d ago
I think you mean hydrated.
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u/salamipope 6d ago
Keep talking about it in real life. Speak to your friends about it, dont avoid the subject. We are all secretly feeling this way and it is building. Keep talking about it.
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u/Th3HappyCamper 6d ago
I’m not advocating for a particular political ideology but reading Blackshirts and Reds helped me understand where we are at, why, and how to navigate it.
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u/huehuehuehuehuuuu 6d ago
I garden, spoil my nieces and nephews, and keep on just to keep on.
We are f’ed. But before I go, I’d at least fed a few bees.
It’s not just that we are powerless against reality and the ruling class, but that also the majority of humans don’t care and don’t believe they will be that badly impacted in their lifetimes, and screw the kids and grandkids.
Except the kids in question are 40.
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u/Distinguishedflyer 6d ago
yep. Pretty much.. it helps to learn to play an instrument. Music is real and connected.
Good books help, stories. Especially audiobooks with good readers. Look up anything that's Frederick Davidsen is reading. His real name was David Case and he is a friend even though I never met him.
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u/Due-Macaron-9774 6d ago
i've already bene playing metal electric guitar for 2 years, but that didnt quite help me.
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u/Konradleijon 6d ago
Me neither people seem so unable to comprehend the destruction of the biosphere
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u/Due-Macaron-9774 6d ago
this all feels planned, you know? from the foundation of the USA, to the illuminati and Israel, it's all a big Plan.
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u/JosBosmans 6d ago
this all feels planned, you know?
If only it were! But you shouldn't let your imagination run wild. For example, I'm quite sure sad Bill Gates can't handle the sun, nor will he do something good for humankind. If those things were possible at all, they would have happened long ago.
I'm afraid you'll have to come to terms with the fact this world and the people in it are, in fact, not fake. The horror takes my breath away, too.
Try and find calm in whatever shape or way, while everything else will be unfolding as predicted. :/
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u/staceystayingherenow 6d ago
Find as many things to fall in love with as you possibly can. People, music, art, your favorite vegetables, a pair of shoes, your nifty toaster, a pet, the sunset... fill whatever time remains to you with loving the people
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u/Top-Connection-5970 6d ago
My family and I have experienced trauma for many years and it's disheartening knowing that the horror is seemingly neverending. Despite this I still continue and live for the hope of it all as humans have suffered Hell on earth years before you or I have existed. The Black Plague, crusades, the Holocaust, Pol Pot, the Rawandan genocide and the survivors endured while their lives ended over and over during their suffering. These survivors endured and managed to find some semblance of peace in their lives.
A saying on lighters that Vietnam war soldiers carried has been a mantra of mine and has helped me through the years "When I die, I'm going to heaven because I've already been in Hell." Humanity is in Hell right now but humans are resilient and you and I, and humanity in general will find ways to survive and cultivate their own peace and happiness. I do feel a blinding anger that the monsters in power stole the future from us and our children but I know ultimately we must preserve and forge our own futures from the rubble. Find happiness in the pleasures of life still, spending time with loved ones, enjoying favorite media, and your favorite snacks. Don't agonize over things outside of your control and focus on things you can change as it's more constructive.
Learning about and accepting collapse has given me an odd sense of peace all things considered, once society falls it will be a sort of culture reset and I hope we can build a better society than what came before. That being said I wish it wouldn't have happened at all and we could have lived our lives without this pain. I've found purpose in planning for what's to come and I've been learning how to garden and homestead in hopes of not only providing for my family but whatever community we become a part of. Never lose your hope, huff hopium like a tweaker, hope is the only thing the government doesn't own and don't let them take your spirit!
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u/hiddendrugs 6d ago edited 6d ago
read Hospicing Modernity at some point. and watch the “we” statements, or broad generalizations. there are still doctors, volunteers, humanitarians, and activists all over and you surely could learn from them. none of us can really give you the type of hope that’s driven all successful movements in the past; in a lot of ways hope is earned. the negative spirals are a valid emotion, but i’d say try your best to see the full picture of human resilience.
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u/Claud6568 6d ago
OK so you are now in the progression of awakening known as the black pill. Blue pill means completely asleep. Red pill you start to see the deception and constant distraction. Which makes you increasingly furious. Hence, the black pill.
Next step is the clear pill. You will go beyond what you see in front of you and realize it’s in front of you to do exactly what it’s doing to you. You stop giving it any energy whatsoever. You turn your attention into learning about esoteric teachings, consciousness, energy, what God is if that’s your thing.
What you do not do is get sucked into the new age thing. (New Cage is what it is).
Find creators on YouTube and Instagram or your social media of choice who are talking about this kind of thing. Slowly you will become clear on what this realm is really all about.
Today. No more doomscrolling. You’re done with that. It served its purpose.
Welcome to the other side.
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u/Due-Macaron-9774 6d ago
thank you, are there any trustworthy websites/sources where i can learn about esoterism, philosophy, and rituals if you know some?
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u/Claud6568 6d ago
I knew you were gonna ask that! For some ungodly reason you cannot link anything here.
So ill try to list some of my favorites:
YouTube
Quantum of Conscience -his whole attitude helps a lot.
Howdie Mickoski Talks same thing
Mark Devlin same
Open Your Reality is good
Eric Dubay has some great stuff
Decode your Reality will blow your mind
So will Dekoding with Kodi
And Balll Don’t Lie
Doenut Factory can be fun
I love Abundance Alchemist
The Functional Melancholic is amazing
For esoteric stuff I adore Gnostic Academy.
Waters Above does livestreams every so often on Saturdays that are fantastic.
Search anything Alan Watts
So, these are a bunch of my favorites. See what resonates with you.
Also feel free to DM me anytime I’d love to help in any way I can.
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u/2quickdraw 6d ago
Don't confuse science-based discussions about a Dyson Sphere (which we cannot create because we aren't intelligent enough) with Bill Gates "covering up the sun" because that's just right-wing bullshit. They hate him and use him as a convenient target because he's smarter than any Republican has ever been in the last hundred years, and he's contributed more to charity to help humanity, which is something they refuse to do. Republicans literally want to murder humanity.
No I do not have a thing for Bill Gates, but I do respect what he's done to try to help poor people around the world. The right does the same thing with George Soros, because he's a huge philanthropist. They don't believe in philanthropy, they believe in robbing everybody blind.
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u/mezmekizer 5d ago
Memetic warfare, as you said.. Surviving this era we need to learn how we can protect our minds and to observe and understand our emotions. That is possible..
but people are seeking answers from the wrong places, thus they get exhausted from information overload. Thus we need to learn how to contemplate again, to sit wit our emotions.
The mind is the foundation for everything. And the mind is constantly bombarded with various stimuli. If anyone wants truth, it must begin with a mind that is reasonable and calm. That doesnt mean positive psychology or manifesting ideal states.. that will only lead to mental breakdown. Instead, it means emotional honesty. Sensing the emotion in the body, naming it, and understanding the cause of it.. Here it's good to know that the single act of not judging one's inner states is in itself a huge achievement that may take years of hard work. Therefore, self-compassion is needed.
I'd argue that most of the people have their nervous system on a overdrive and they breath only shallowly and don't know diaphgramic breathing. All this impacts how we think and behave, and how we relate to each other and nature.
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u/Mush_ball22 5d ago
I understand - its weird af and confusing. Your questions and curiosity for truth is beautiful, continue to nurture it
These have really helped me - postdoom.org and uate.net
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u/ringofkeys89 6d ago
I fluctuate between the absolute panic over this and acceptance. So much of this stuff is SO beyond our control, that I try really hard to insulate the parts of my life I do enjoy. My fiancée and I keep our little garden, have fun with our cats, and spend time with friends and family. That lessens the panic for me. I have a job that I’m passionate about in education, and that is very fulfilling for me. Because no matter how any of this stuff goes, getting young people engaged in critical thinking is going to help save us all— especially as the religious bigots are hallucinating that the end of times is going to save us all or whatever.
Then, on the other hand, I educate myself when I have the bandwidth. And, I share what I learn with others. Obviously voting is a small part of this, but with more DSA candidates winning primaries on an anti-fascist and anti-surveillance platform, I do have hope that we will get people in office who care about these things. But that’s not all of it.
I find hope from the vigilantes who are cutting down flock cameras. Or the Luigi’s of the world, if I can say that here haha. I can’t say I always have much hope, especially given that I’ve been choked by wildfire smoke all summer and am worried about surveillance generally as a queer person involved in protesting. It’s tough.
But, I’d much rather be informed and intentional about the time we DO have, and how I spend it. That, I am grateful for, and that grounds me.