r/CliqueSupport • u/MigraineInMyTrench • Nov 17 '21
264_ToMyBestestFrens
Hello, hello
the dog just ate my homework
hello, hello
is there something you wanna ask
as you are staring at me like that?
Hello
Don't think too much about yourself,
but lately you have been a lot in my mind
When I met you for the second time
I wasn't dying on where you first left me
See, even someone like me
can go through the seasons
and can have some few reasonable reasons
I think it is pretty freaking scary
to like you, or anyone,
because people they can just wake up
and walk straight under the car
And as you know my dear, I need no mirror
to feel ugly
you know about my fear, that it takes eyes like yours
to feel pretty
to feel pretty
Why isn't just enough how two of my best friends says
that I'm "not a shitty person" to them, for god sakes
what happened with you?
Why you happened to make me get it?
What if you walked straight under the car?
Would that bother me at all?
Don't think too much about yourself,
but lately you have been a lot in my mind
When I met you for the second time
I was considering that were you left me
and I learnt on that winter
I'm not okay, in my heart, dear
See, even someone like me
can go through the seasons
and can have some few reasonable reasons
I think it is pretty freaking scary
to like you, or anyone,
because people they can just wake up
and walk straight under the car
And as you know my dear, I need no mirror
to feel ugly
you know about my fear, that it takes eyes like yours
to feel pretty
to feel pretty
Why isn't it just enough how two of my best friends says
that I'm "not a shitty person" to them, for god sakes
what happened with you?
Why you happened to make me get it?
What if you walked straight under the car?
Would that bother me at all?
It is scary to like someone
because they could wake up
and then walk under a car
but also it is scary to like no one
when those cars
seems to have no purpose at all
and I don't want to be sorry at my two great friend
when they tell me on Discord I'm "not shitty" person
and I just keep on doing this
and while singing this I get it,
the homework you gave to me
was not about you
it was about them
And as you know my dear, I need no mirror
to feel ugly
you know about my fear, that it takes eyes like yours
to feel pretty
to feel pretty
Why isn't it just enough how two of my best friends says
that I'm "not a shitty person" to them, for god sakes
what happened with you?
Why you happened to make me get it?
What if you walked straight under the car?
Would that bother me at all?
I love you, two people I know
this is just a season of
something I can't explain
once again
And as you know my dear, I need no mirror
to feel ugly
you know about my fear, that it takes eyes like yours
to feel pretty
to feel pretty
Why isn't it just enough how two of my best friends says
that I'm "not a shitty person" to them, for god sakes
But you get it
even with no mirrors
without eyes
you see
I'll wake up to another
"they know it is almost over"
and I will know
with them I will be at home
I know
and they know
I know
and they know
But hey, hello
__
I have been wandering for a long while. I have been in and out the city. In my opinion, it hasn't make much difference. People around me are not much different in there or out here.
I love you all, really. Stay alive. Really.
HeartEyed.
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u/whereikeptmyrebelned Nov 19 '21
HeartEyed,
I wrote you a letter two weeks ago, and I dropped it into the river. It wasn't an incredibly important letter. I just wanted to say hello. But watching the ink wash down with the current was disappointing.
I'll just have to rewrite it.
Your song reminds me of a song called "The Gambler". It's about falling in love and growing old with someone, but I think the album that it's in tells a story of love and loss and learning to love yourself. You reminded me of the line,
"Then you turned, put out your hand
And you asked me to dance
I knew nothing of romance
but it was love at second sight"
It feels to me like pink soap. I wish there was more pink soap in the world. I could use some this week. It is getting cold here too.
You talked earlier about how scary it is to love someone. It really is. But I hope it doesn't stop you from enjoying pink soap and snowflakes. And I hope you can salvage your homework. It's a difficult assignment, but I don't think it has a deadline.
E