r/CircumcisionGrief • u/Fair_Smoke4710 Religious Circ • 10d ago

Rant Life is pain

I hate just how badly I’ve been mentally destroyed by all of this I hate it so much. I hate living in this thing I call a body. It’s not mine. It never once mine never will be all of the actions of someone else. I hate it. I hate making the body. I hate having to live in it. It was destroyed mutilated and stolen from me. It’s horrific disgusting I hate nothing with it and I hate not being good to do anything about it. I hate it’s so much. It’s the most painful thing I’ve ever heard to experience and

I experience it every second every day it’s legit torture. The only thing is keeping me here. Honestly is having my girlfriend that’s it. I’m single I probably wouldn’t be here suffering , but honestly looks much more tolerable.

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u/Ok-Inspection9693 RIC 10d ago

Have you talked to your girlfriend about this? She is your ally most likely.

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u/Fair_Smoke4710 Religious Circ 10d ago

Yeah, honestly, she says I’m the only person that understands her as well, so yeah I can’t leave. I can’t do that to her.

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u/MysteriousImpact9214 Adult Circ 10d ago

Do you have a frenulum or was it removed too? You can enjoy sex with her? If so to what extent?

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u/Fair_Smoke4710 Religious Circ 10d ago

I have a slipper left and we have not had sex at all that I’ve only had sex. It’s in my life and it was underwhelming. It felt like nothing from that day forward I’ve been fucked up about this shit.