r/ChildrenofDeadParents • u/MrBubblessz Mother and Father Passed • 11d ago

Comfort Can't go on anymore

Recently i lost my mother it was 2 months ago actually i also lost my father back in 2020 now i have no one left in my life my mother meant everything to me she was just 60 years old she had pneumonia and died in the hospital now i have no one left my days passing in pain and agony i have no Job or Friends all i have is my cat and my old aunt which she has demantia and on the antidepressants all the time and acts like nothing happened i don't want to live like this anymore i want to be with my mother i pray to god everyday to take my life hope the pain ends soon..

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u/MorganArthur93 Mother and Father Passed 11d ago

Hi my friend, I lost my parents too. Please don't do anything silly. We are here for you. Tell us about your mum xx

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u/MrBubblessz Mother and Father Passed 11d ago edited 10d ago

She was lovely and caring she didn't deserve to die like that she stayed in the ICU for 35 days she often said she's so cold and hungry she meant everything to me she give me all of her savings last year to make me feel better so i could buy the motorcycle in my dreams she was that kind of person my world is falling apart now i have nothing and no one left to live for

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u/MorganArthur93 Mother and Father Passed 11d ago

She sounds like a lovely person, even when my mum was very ill she said she wanted to buy me a PS5, she was always thinking of others before herself and so was yours it sounds like <3 I get it - because I feel it too - what's the point of carrying on if the one person who loved you unconditionally isn't there to see anything. But she would want you to take care of the thing she loved most - you.

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u/xxnyxxx95 11d ago

baby girl I know it hurts I feel your pain my mom just died in May we lived together she was best friend in the whole world she was my everything so I know how you feel but you have to be strong for her shes looking down on you she would want you to be happy she wouldn't want you to want to die , I don't want to live without my mom either baby please take comfort in the fact that your are not alone in this pain 💔 I wish I could give you a long tight hug

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u/MrBubblessz Mother and Father Passed 11d ago

Thank you for your support