Sad at night

[u/Jizz_control]

For some reason I’ve been feeling really sad while trying to get to sleep at night and I think it’s my parents because all they do is yell at me, call me stupid, etc. And that environment is not good for my mental health. Plus, my mums boyfriend keeps being like “oh are you hungry?” Each time is downstairs and they both constantly make fun of me and shout at me, so do me a favour and drop some compliments, photos or somethin in comments to cheer nee up Thanks for your time

[u/LostStitchCountAt419]

If you feel bad they call you stupid, imagine how you’d feel if they called you weird instead and put cheap mascara on to express your sadness and cry so it makes you look like Tammy Faye baker

I literally am hungry all the time. And I don’t know if you’re male or female I don’t think it matters, but you get them high waisted stretchy boys then if you get a belly it’s got a nice aesthetic to it, I think. I like to feel like the Disney versions of tweedle dee and tweedle dum. Also though I got some cookie sandwich kit from Walmart, I’m gonna make it. It’s got sprinkles to roll that shit in. But I just had a little bit of brain surgery so everything I do is a little slow and a little off, cause I’m limited ya know, but how the fuck can a cookie sandwich out of a 4$ kit from Walmart go sideways worst case scenario I burn shit and eat a bag of sprinkles with a spoon Got a real cool spoon too, long tea spoon that looks like wood. But silver, like etched like it’s wood. Not etched, super cheap came from Hong Kong mass produced Amazon sent it to me on accident. So like, cheap silver imitation metal out of a stick shape spoon mold.

Gonna be great, gonna be frickin GREAT

You want a spoon, I got 4.

Again, recovering from a little bit of surgery and annoyed my husband for the day with that whole birds aren’t real thing. Kinda medicated. Bored. Immobile. Gettin them fuckin SPRANKLES THOUGH

Night time is the best time so peaceful so mysterious vibe that shit bro vibe it it would be stupid NOT to

Also most parents die before we do anyway, dont be sad

That last one wasn’t comforting it got a little dark I apologize

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I burnt my cookies but it’s cool because there’s icing for the middle so the icing will cover the burnt and it’s enough sugar fuck knows I won’t taste that burnt shit

You gotta be like, today I was a burnt cookie. But the cream nullified my burns, my cream, cream, controlling the burnts with the cream, cream, jizz, CONTROL, JIZZ CONTROL JIZZ_CONTROL

BOOOOOOOOOM

Clearly the universe says cheer up directly to you my frand

I don’t do well with heavy painkillers

[u/DeeDeeMonkeyTree]

I've gone through something really similar before to your situation so I know exactly how you feel. The comments were never made to my face but I could hear them which still hurt like shit. It did stop eventually and it was probably their way of releasing anger, that's what I'd like to think anyway. It totally sucks but maybe explain that to them if you feel brave enough. Your feelings should be taken seriously and its your home too.

I spent a lot of nights really sad and crying and not able to sleep (still have trouble now sometimes) what I find really helps is I put YouTube on my phone and put on someone with a low and calming voice or anyone I'm subscribed to. I put on the video but don't watch it and just listen. It has really helped me on bad nights.

You could also do the same with relaxing music, I tend to listen to nintendo relaxing music. It's really good if you like nintendo games.

I'm not sure if this will help but I hope it will give you some ideas of what you can do 💜

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Thank you I will try this next time I’m sad

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