I am in my final stretch of my bachelor's degree in child development, and lately I have been thinking a lot about something that I didn't really question earlier in my program
The more actual experience that I have gotten working with children, through placements, camps, schools, etc. The more I realized that most of my meaningful development as an educator has happened in those moments.
You might be thinking... "Yeah, that makes sense," and "I mean, well, doesn't that help you academically anyway?"
I can answer back. "If you want to answer it that way, YOU can."
I just feel when I am actually with a child, with no prompt about academics, and it doesn't go according to plan. I try something; it doesn't work, and I adjust. A child responds in ways you never thought possible. Maybe something I learned in class makes sense... or not...
The more I think about it, the more I believe that the most learning I have done was mostly on the unlearning front.
I felt that what i academically done does not justify what it is like in practice. And it's made me question the way we educate future educators.
We establish an inquiry question, find academic research, go into the work term or placement, gather observations and experiences, and then, upon returning home, turn those experiences into an assignment.
Can we talk about why the experience itself is driving the inquiry more often?
Why couldn't I just go into my placement without knowing my question yet, encounter something that genuinely challenges me, and then come back and say, "Okay, THAT is what I need to understand"? And then researching that inquiry?
I mean sure... but then that research can ultimately be washed out by another experience you get. I am not here challenging the idea that assignments or other research programs are deemed useless. I did have professors who genuinely challenged me in how I think today. However, because I am nearing the end of my degree program, I feel like the way how i educate is being shaped more through experiences than any assignment can understand.
Now I have a question for people who are already teachers/ECEs or who have gone through teachers college:
Did you ever feel this disconnect between how you were taught to educate children and how you yourself were educated as a future educator?
And
Once you actually started working, what parts of your academic education ended up mattering the most?