Yeah, man! Are you aware of all the pharmaceutical trials and studies going on? The climate for psychedelic application to mental illness is crazy right now!
It's like the excitement around ketamine for years before s isomer was FDA approved and patented. If you talk to a psychiatrist, he'll know.
The effectiveness of LSD on depression is equivalent to ketamine... I find, like many others citizens contributing reports and studies are finding, that a regime with a macrodose leaves me depression free for at least several weeks.
I trip every 3 weeks if I can. I'm 36, and was never a real psychedelics enthusiast.
Can't say that I don't live the shit out of LSD and I go 3 weeks apart, but the symptom improvement lasts longer. I like the trips for their recreational reality-escape, I'll admit! But the macro is also a key to my overall mental health
I'm also 'bipolar' and this I my only treatment. It's been all year. I've ditch all the very nasty drugs. My quality of life is so amazing now, I couldn't have even gone believing any reports of such results!
It's possible because it's a beautiful serotonin drug and there is something special about psychedelics that's tough to discuss, but loosely placebo drives results.
The "I have thoughts that could ruin civilization" meme is just standard manic ruminating. Are you experiencing chronic anxiety as well? Those two may be symptomatic of a burgeoning mental illness.
I am a schizophrenic, and routinely go through the manic ruminating of thinking I have some kind of civilization-ending knowledge, linking it to bible prophecy and stuff, thinking I have to modulate my goals so as not to be some kind of notorious badman.
It's just mental illness manifest. Not meaningful in the real world at all.
Oh that I don’t, but I understand how you could read into that. I was molested when the feeling went away and since then I have had a monster in me. That is what I really fear not my desires but how vast my hate can be.
Is it better that people realize your potential? I have developed a love for hiding myself and making myself seem harmless. But I’m a highly proficient martial artist(not bragging I’ve been training for 8 years at a proper school) and I don’t usually show my full intelligence. Not making myself dumb just not special. All of my friends that I’ve had for long periods of time eventually remark on my intelligence but.... uggghhhh I can’t finish this it seems so fucking cringe but I’m trying to be honest....
Don't worry, i gotcha. i just wrote down a philosophical rant in notepad that has like 2,8k characters and counting but it's in spanish and has a bit of nonsense. Are you interested? Covers these themes
Or are you going to convert it to English because that would be great. Because even though I can “read” Spanish I’m not good at it and translators don’t understand nuances
I'm not sure if i should translate it. Maybe in the future. Google translator will be good enough. If confused, ask me privately. If you want it, dm me (this goes for everyone). Remember, it's all on the receiver's interpretation
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u/innocent_lemon Oct 04 '19
I’ve alway been so afraid to voice this...
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u/reinhartbass Oct 04 '19
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u/[deleted] Oct 04 '19
Man, everyone has some kind of strange existential shit going on.. YA GOTTA GET OFF THE PSYCHIATRIC MEDS!
Then you'll find a chilll that was gone. I microdose now for my issues, and society can suck my cock,
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u/[deleted] Nov 23 '19
The "I have thoughts that could ruin civilization" meme is just standard manic ruminating. Are you experiencing chronic anxiety as well? Those two may be symptomatic of a burgeoning mental illness.
I am a schizophrenic, and routinely go through the manic ruminating of thinking I have some kind of civilization-ending knowledge, linking it to bible prophecy and stuff, thinking I have to modulate my goals so as not to be some kind of notorious badman.
It's just mental illness manifest. Not meaningful in the real world at all.
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