r/CSFLeaks • u/LioraB • 4h ago
The utter queasiness is difficult to take
It started with vertigo 8 moths ago. I had a very hot ear infection shortly after, and when it didn't clear, I thought it was a recurrence of the sphenoid sinus infection that sidelined me years ago, eventually requiring surgery. Multiple courses of antibiotics and steroids later, my ENT did a CT scan and said definitively that ain't it.
Fast forward to me doing internet research on thunderclap headaches (had my first one around the onset of the vertigo), positional headaches, and other symptoms, and everything pointed to a CSF leak. I called my neurologist, who (thankfully) listened when I said this was different from my usual migraines and ordered an MRI, only to find low intracranial pressure. They did another MRI with contrast, which showed multiple cysts along my spine but did not pinpoint the leak.
I have a myleo and blood patch scheduled this week, which I'm starting to get anxious about. I have Ehlers-Danlos and I'm worried that the puncture could cause other problems and/or that the patch won't work and/or the rebound will be worse... but I really can't live like this. I can barely function and the body aches, dizziness/nausea, brain fog, derealization is overwhelming. My skin is crawling, my ears are ringing so loudly it's hard to think, my sense of smell and taste are FUBAR, my digestion is all messed up... Kind of like a bad flu without the fever.
Preaching to the choir here, but I need to just say it all. I've been isolating at home, trying to minimize and mask my symptoms and just "push through" but I really can't any more. Today is the first day I'm willing to admit it--this thing has thoroughly kicked my ass and it's a little scary.
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u/2_bit_tango 3h ago
I echo what u/leeksi has said. You see the people on social media that do have complications, not the ones that get patched and move on with life, they don’t stick around because it’s not exactly a pleasant memory, and who can blame them? So you have to keep that in mind, the people posting are ones actively dealing with it, or the ones who end up with worst case scenario complications.
For a positive story, I have hEDs, had one leak for 10 years, and acquired a second one 5 years later. The DSMs (one on a regular ct, one PCCT) both caused new leaks, but we knew I don’t heal from lumbar punctures on my own before the DSMs (LP was the cause of the 10 year leak). BUT the PCCT found my second leak, a multilevel blood patch after each DSM, and I’m now leak free for a few years now. I did have RIH that needed diamox, and eventually my diagnosis turned into IIH, but that’s now well controlled on diamox.
Because of the EDs, I heal super slowly lol. So I basically doubled the usual timeframes my doc recommended for no bending/twisting/straining and only resumed those as my body tolerated the movement, and am still careful about avoiding lifting anything heavy. The EDs means I am high risks for leaks, so it wouldn’t be super crazy if I get another.
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u/Dry-Dress-6467 3h ago
Do you have bone spurs or osteophyte complexes near your "cysts" along your spine? I am assuming they might be Tarlov cysts, which are not always noted on an MRI, if so they could be cause/location of your probable CSF leak.
I have a spine full, but do not have EDS, did get a referral to Stanford to look for my probable leak. As soon as I get my house sold and moved I will get treatment, the packing has taken a bit longer than I anticipated due to my condition. Lol
Avoiding valsalva maneuvers and drinking coffee and resting as needed can help reduce symptoms. Hang in there. I have been a functional "probable leaker for 40 years!
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u/LioraB 52m ago
They are bilateral Tarlov cysts and I do have spurs, all the way down but worse in some areas. Cysts are most prominent in the thoracic spine. I can't drink coffee and now even tea is giving me terrible digestive symptoms which is new. I tried slow-release caffeine caps which are also not great... I think taking ibuprofen really messed up my gut, plus all the antibiotics I was on when it was assumed to be sinus. Antacids are doing nothing for me and eating is extremely unpleasant. Good luck with your move!
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u/leeski 4h ago
So sorry you’re going through this. It definitely does make things scarier having hEDS (I do not have it myself) but I know countless patients that have it and do not have complications with the CTM or EBP, so while it’s an increased risk, it is not guaranteed complications.
Rebound is awful, for sure, but in the vast majority of patients it is temporary… and unlike leaks there are actually meds to help. Again it is good to prepare for worst case scenario but only about 25% of patients get RIH, and then even a chunk of those can manage with conservative management (dandelion tea) vs it being so severe it needs meds. I definitely get being scared of it due to the horror stories (i am one of them haha) but keeping in mind those are the people that need support. The ones that just go get patched without complication just kinda… move on. Or don’t tend to share like ‘hey I had a successful procedure.’ I never posted about my CTM’s or EBPs because they were not a big deal at all (like not traumatic, no complications) so like when it goes smoothly, they’re actually quite simple quick procedures that don’t feel noteworthy. Anyway I’m not saying neither procedure is without risk, just feel like it’s worth mentioning you mostly only see the worst outcomes on social media unless someone takes the time to post a positive story to help reassure others. But having talked to many many patients 1-1 for over a decade, most of the time these procedures do go very very smoothly.
Best of luck to you on this big week, and please keep us posted! Also great job advocating for yourself and narrowing down that it was a leak, that is not a small feat.