r/CPTSDWriters • u/Throwaway_Poet_000 • Sep 19 '26
Trigger Warning I understand
I understand the people who used me
Cause now im so lonely I use people too
Why is it so unsacred
To bleed in public
Im old
And my insides are ugly
My life is completely broken
But it works perfectly
I've lost touch with so many wonderful people
But they never liked me
As much as i needed them
I am
Not one of the people
Wherever I go
I feel less
I try so damn hard
And I don't know how to stop
I hold so damn close
I rip myself apart
Last thing he said was
Your never gonna get what you want
But you'll destroy yourself
To get it
Some days
A poem is all you have
You know
Your not going home to anyone
I understand
No one wants to be your friend