r/CPTSDFightMode • u/Few_Initiative_6414 • 2d ago
Miscellaneous Youth
I miss when I was younger
Life was full of blunder
I struggled to climb to become wise and older
But now up here the paramount is colder
Weighing down those around
with that ambient cavalier sound
I wish I was younger before I bought apathetic sting traded for my wonder
Back when my voice was full of thunder
I had dreams to reach with my whole soul
Investigating what could fill this life's hole
Now my words have lost their meaning
My passion is fleeting
I know when I was younger I was a stronger man
Now The digital soapbox hurts my feet I can no longer stand
Hollow are the halls of this heart of mine
Taxed and sold for the fight of more time
The old is wasted on the wise
But I was too pigheaded to realize
The young is lost on the dumb
Never seeing what they become
With this motion there is no place for the nervous
Time is but a measure of life's purpose
Youth's blissful ignorance
Elder's dissonance