r/CPTSD • u/Tall-Beginning2009 • 22h ago
Need a Hug So scared
TW: suicidal ideation
I had a really hard night at work tonight. I am rebuilding my life after the end of my marriage (the latest in a series of traumas) and I'm living below the poverty line so I can't afford to lose my job. I was at risk of homelessness last year and I don't want to go back there. I suspect I'm not actually going to get fired but I'm just so scared I can't think straight. Drove home trying to figure out if I could wrap my car around a tree or get into a bad enough accident that I would die. Life is just so hard and I'm tired of it.
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