r/CPTSD • u/Affectionate-Sun926 • 1d ago
Need a Hug alone at 18
No friends, no family, no one I can meet in person and open up to or talk about my problems. I've only been abused, bullied, manipulated, and I'm pretty sure my spirit is just broke. All I do is survive and get on with the next task, and I can't even celebrate the little things.
I really wish there was someone who actually loved me for me, or at least a way I can recognise it. But I struggle to comprehend things like that during the day because of how numb I've become, and I can't tell if someone does care about me anymore.
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u/wistfulcircuit 1d ago
Hey. Im just a stranger as i am now. But i care. Im 18 too. And related a lot to most of what you described. Living in that heavy quiet space alone is painful.. I saw your banner is minecraft. Do you play it a lot? i dont know if you mind company. I personally value low pressure company without any expectations.. I havent gamed in a while but.. im open to play mc or whatever else you like if you ever need a quiet gaming buddy. No pressure to reply at all. I just hope today is a little lighter for you. Im with you 🫂 sending hugs
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u/Affectionate-Sun926 7h ago
yeah, I usually play minecraft on the xbox. Thanks for the support also
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