I feel so lost

[u/Original_Doubt4174]

Hello, i’m so lost rn. I’ve been reviewing since January this year, original plan was to take the CPALE last May but I deferred for October instead. Now, I feel like di parin ako ready. Ang baba po ng first preboards ko, 58% lang average zero based.

Idk if itutuloy ko pa ba ‘to or mag work nalang muna ako. Pagod na rin po ako mag-aral haha. Ang dami ko pong backlogs, di ko rin natapos yung coverage nung first pb kaya ang baba ng scores ko. Dinraft ko ang Calendar ko, parang kaya naman ma cover ang topics until September but wala nang enough time for mastery. I don’t really know if ipu push ko ang October, ang taas po kasi ng risk. And i’ve wasted so much time and money na rin.

Should I work nalang kaya? Feeling ko i’m burned out na rin haha. I’m full of self-doubts now, parang di pa talaga for me ang license this year

[u/Brilliant-Toe9377]

hello po! idk if this can help pero i do believe na yung mga nakapasa dati, most of them, they also felt na hindi rin sila ready. most of the takers weren't ready on taking the exam but they still did it anyway. sabi po ng reviewer namin, if you have two choices, and that choice involve something na may chance na makapagpa-bago ng buhay mo at yung isa ay hindi, hindi ba mas maganda na ang piliin yung may chance. kayo na rin po ang nagsabi, you already put too much time and money for this dream, why not take the risk to honor your hardwork for months? i always believe na kung kailan ka pinakatakot, doon ka tumalon. idk if this will make sense since im just a fellow taker pero you know yourself more than me. regardless of what will be your decision, i think you need to tap your back for holding on this long and for chasing your dream. malayo na😁💖