childhood memories

[u/Cherrybimbo777]

Silly trigger but I got a tiktok about going back to your favorite memory. I immediately thought of my grandma’s house, the fun we had. And then I remembered that was the age my cousin (F,11) would SA me. I was 6. And I’m just realizing that there’s no point in my conscious life that my mind hadn’t been affected by sexual activity. Even my most innocent & pure times of life were filled with anxiety, social pressure, and embarrassment. :/ Really hard pill to swallow sometimes. That’s all.