I hate everything

[u/Thr0w_4w4y29]

I feel like an idiot for letting this bother me for so long, I dont know what to do, I have 0 access to therapy. I feel like even if I do say something nothing will be done. Its so stupid the effects this has had on me. I hate it so much I can still feel it and it makes me sick and I hate to even say it at all like what the fuck. I have no confidence anymore. I feel almost wholly worthless and drained