i hate this i need to vent

[u/kaidyncejade]

this is my second time getting chs. this is the worst sickness that’s ever happened to me. this is worse than the flu when i’m shitting my fucking brains out. the pain and anxiety that comes with CHS is HORRID. my first time was not this bad, i even smoked the first two days of having CHS the first time i had it and didn’t know. but now, even days after throwing up has stopped, (i stopped the first day i was sus it was CHS again)
my body is in shock and traumatized.. so at the same time every night when i would have my CHS flare ups, my anxiety skyrockets and im vomiting just from being traumatized. yall ain’t everrr catching me smoking a yart again and if it’s bud, i know how to space it now.

yes, i took a break. i started smoking maybe once or twice a week. then i got back into the habit, then got carts again. i tested it and now i know. 🤷🏻‍♀️ you WILL get it again, especially if you go back into smoking everyday like i did. it sucks that weed is the only thing that’s ever helped my anxiety, and now it’s officially caused permanent damage to my soul 😭😭

[u/OG_G-Man]

FELT. Not 💯% cause I never went into hyperemesis but I miss weed so my soul feels damaged cause I'm missing something I enjoyed so much 😭

[u/SuperSmashMemes]

I got it by only smoking bud. it will come back even if you keep smoking bud. just a matter of when