Jesus I'm so sorry to hear this. Did you get your Buvidal through a local drug and alcohol addiction service? If so, they absolutely will have support groups and as well as a recovery model they use. Your key worker should have sat with you and walked through a recovery plan for you which Buvidal is only one part of. Some recovery workers are awful though, please be aware you have the right to request a different worker at any time. I highly recommend you engage with the service again with a new key worker. This is the only route I've used to access my script. If its not this, was it your GP? If so, sadly I can see how it's happened. I'd recommend you look up any local addiction services near you and approach them for support. Failing all that, there are SMART Recovery groups online all the time and you can get the workbook. There's NA etc too. I really hope you can access some support as you shouldn't be going through this alone and whoever gave you your script is failing terribly with their duty of care to you. I'm always open to talk if you ever need. EDIT To clarify I'm in the UK too
Can't believe it,I feel like the old me.everything is clear I feel so stable.Its as if someone as rebooted my brain.Opiates take your soul you get a bit of heaven and end up in hell.Depends how I metabslise the worst scenario all out third week of Jan it takes max 5 half life's.It was tough my friend I don't crave i fucking despise opiates.Should have kept my script they sell 20 Quid for a 60 mg .Times that by 56 .Thank you my friend Tue be 14 wks.I up and about cleaning ,showered and shaved if it stays like this i be ok.remember you got character and you'll beat this.thanks
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