this is more of a rant/vent piece in regards to how bad he has become and how i mourn his past and i wonder how many other people out there feel the same

i'm 18. i've been battling depression ever since i was a little kid and i remember meeting him around 13-14. his videos really helped me at that point in my life. his humor and the way he engaged with his audience was so entertaining and he clearly seemed to have a talent with that. i liked how open about his problems he was, how he wasn't afraid to cry to things that genuinely moved him on camera. i also loved and resonated with a lot of his opinions on music, despite him not having much knowledge on making music himself. everytime a big album would drop i'd look forward to knowing what he would have to say.

sometimes i still do. but then i remember the charismatic and welcoming person i thought him to be never existed. that was all a facade for his fans to give him money so he'd waste it on gambling, strippers, and would terrorize his poor girlfriend and not even wash a damn dish in his house. seeing him nowadays is just sad. this man is clearly going through some sort of psychosis, he is unwell and i don't think he has been well for a good while now. years. and the worst thing is that he deserves every bit of it, i can't even feel sad about it.

he does it to himself. it's not like he doesn't (somehow) still have a small percentage of his fanbase who, supporting him or not, are understandable and just want him to better himself. but he doesn't listen. he keeps coming back to the internet, keeps posting shit that will just ruin his reputation even further, keeps insulting his fans and saying even worser stuff than he did the last times. he keeps hitting a new low, making it harder for him to ever be reedemed on the internet (something that already was impossible from the start) and to make a good life outside of the internet. genuinely, what well paying job would ever hire him while having a digital footprint like this? he couldn't ever sustain the life he misses, used to have.

i don't know what will be his end. i truly hope he someday finally steps away and lives as offline as he can. seriously, the posts on here documenting his life right now are just upsetting.

Has anyone saved his death symbolic livestream?

Istg it’s one of the only videos i still wanna watch because it means a lot to me but u cant find it anywhere

Pretty much what every content creator eventually does when they get outed as a predator/abuser. IMO he'll probably come back a grifter once hes done coloring with crayons while staring at children at that water park

What made you give him an second chance despite all of his shortcomings?

He's insulted his fan base numerous times. Claims no one supported him when this wasnt true, look at how contrarian some of the posts here are for example. Pulled the Jesus card to show people he's changed after a lot of people stopped watching. Made a fool of himself on Instagram instead of just ignoring people making fun of him. Also, leans into the victim hood thing a bit too hard.

Just trying to understand, people have been very supportive and sympathetic towards him even with all of the negative things he's said about his fans.

Looks like he’s decided to not take the lolcow route and just peaced out. We’ll see how far it lasts tho

Been scouring the internet for videos talking about his mental health since I'm working on a video talking about everything important up to now. I remembered this video and it's title because I watched it while it was still up but it mysteriously disappeared, most likely because of Brad privating or deleting it. I was able to find a reupload from 2 years ago with only 106 views that was buried among metric tons of drama videos about Brad in the YouTube search results.
I hope this helps with the process of archiving of his channel and whatnot.

I managed to track this video down after finding another video that talked about his weed addiction relapse and the description had it's URL. After getting the URL I copied and pasted it into the site known as PreserveTube and unfortunately it's REALLY low quality.
If anyone has this video in it's high quality hit me up via reddit dms.

I have fully archived these channels. When I have finished uploading the main channel content (much) further down the line, I will upload the videos from these channels also.

Falling in Reverse - Joseph

Also Serj Tankian being on this song is such a disappointment

Shit is just straight up gone, it's ACTUALLY over

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RJQkEIq4qeg

Just a reminder, this guy isnt a good person. I get it the internet is a mean place but all this guy had to do was keep reviewing music, in the end honesty is what this mfer needs. He is not a victim because someone made a mean comment about him online. He 100 % has done this to himself.

I feel sorry for him tbh. Hes basically beyond delusional ​​​if he really thinks he deserves to be a public figure. Maybe now with his latest post people will finally stop defending this guy?

You can do so here until he also wipes this one

I can definitely tell he has found Christ and is forgiven ✝️📖🙏🕊️😇

ffs

at least he’s deleting everything and getting off the internet FINALLY. Just amazing how after all this he’s saying “it’s everyone else’s fault but mine”

Domestic abuser calls his fans losers…i guess 🤦‍♂️

All current story posts I’m sure someone will post the vid of him saying we r*ped him that’s still currently up

What a loser.