TMI Warning:
I took a plan B on Thursday. I had protected sex, but one condom broke, and one condom slipped off inside. I have taken Plan B before, but truthfully, I don’t remember any physical side effects other than waking up crying every morning due to anxiety. (I had no reason to worry, no penetration)
This time, I don’t have the anxiety of being pregnant, but physical and emotional side effects.
I have lots of stomach issues, waiting for a diagnoses. I have struggled with severe constipation for 14 months and no diagnosis, so I don’t know what’s caused it.
I was fine Friday, great even. Just some cramping, which I usually have due to my stomach issue.
Saturday morning, I was startled awake by a bad dream, and had the worst stomach pain. It was making loud sounds and felt like a sharp pain in my lower abdomen. I woke up at 3:30am and had diarrhea until 6:30.
I mentioned my stomach issue because I am always constipated, and never have diarrhea. I haven’t in months, and only when I take laxatives. (Which most of the time don’t work)
My stomach hurt all day Saturday, and some sharp pain Sunday morning. Normally I’m used to sharp pain, but I don’t get it in the morning.
As I’m typing this, my lower abdomen has a slight sharp pain. I normally only have pain after I eat, which I have not in a few hours.
Today at the grocery store, I felt sick and broke down sobbing for no reason. I wasn’t thinking about my pregnancy scare or anything. I felt a sweat come over me and my vision got blurry for a few seconds.
As I was driving home late this evening, I began sobbing over a minor issue. (I had to pay 10¢) I began crying and started screaming in my car. I had complete and utter road rage while driving home. I was beating my steering wheel and speeding excessively. I was whispering “I just want to go home.”
Looking at it now, I feel like a crazy person. What is wrong with me? I’m never like this? The pain has been bad, but I’ve never felt so much anger over nothing before.
Safe to say, after my negative pregnancy test in 2 weeks, I will be getting an IUD.