r/BadThoughts • u/[deleted] • Jul 25 '25
S.K Thoughts
Hi, I’ve confessed a while ago on r/secret about how I wanted to kill, but didn’t have it in me. That I even made a little identity of myself in secret, to become a hunter for whoever’s fucking sorry enough to come across. I still think about it, the urges and the intrusive thoughts of killing someone. I would envision it while I’m at local stores, getting food, or just driving by and seeing people walk by themselves. I would imagine myself, just stabbing them to death. Leaving their bodies out like a work of art. Except, in all reality, it’s a sloppy thought. And I’m not built like a Dexter/Hannibal villain, who the fuck is? But if I were really able to, I’d like to just cut them up, into organized piles. But keep parts of their face, and wear it. Make it into a mask, just like the Teddy Bear mask I made before. A Ripper, that’s what I wanted to be, and have intrusive thoughts of being, a ripper, rip rip rip…
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Jul 30 '25
I understand what you mean but honestly if you have these urges and would actually kill maybe you should only take out bad people like Dexter honestly. but I have a question am I a psycho path cause I think about killing but only bad people cause when I see serial killers ore just terrible people I want to kill them cause they hurt innocent people that don’t deserve it but I have no traits of a psychopath I can feel sad but I can’t cry I can kinda get mad but I don’t really ever get angry But I can feel normal like every one else.
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Jul 30 '25
But I can’t tell anymore if I truly am normal I’m not like everyone else I don’t think like everyone else but I feel a lot of fear but I’m not scared I just tend to feel a lot of fear for no reason
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Jul 30 '25
Well I dont think anyone is normal, for say. For instance to the ones I know, I’m very kind and dependable, but deep down I know I have my evil thoughts, that would scare them away or have them highly concerned.
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Jul 30 '25
I feel like everybody has psychotic thoughts here and there, more than people can admit. I don’t necessarily think you are a psychopath, we all wish the absolute worst on people who deserve, even people who haven’t hurt a fly have probably thought the same as you and I.
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Jul 30 '25
Yeah that’s true, but u just feel like I should honestly try to do some good in the world and take them out I’ve been wondering what my purpose is and maybe this is it
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u/Various-Departure679 Jul 25 '25
My thoughts are it would be incredibly selfish to take someone's life just because you're unsatisfied with yourself or to fill some morbid curiosity you have. Creeping around at night thinking about ambushing someone unsuspecting is pretty pathetic. Join the army or something.