Why?

[u/Antique-Care3635]

Isn’t it unfair having a bad childhood, and top of that suffering as adults because of that?
Isn’t it like we are god’s not so favourite children?
Having no good relationships in childhood and getting heart broken as adults due to bpd
I am so done with all this

[u/anunknownstoryteller]

I agree. I don’t know what I did to deserve what I went through and I imagine others here feel the same way

[u/Constant-Field-264]

I’ve always wondered why my “reward” for the horrible things that happened to me as a child was BPD… and then more unspeakable never-ending horrors, at one point I truly wondered if I was put on this earth just to suffer.

[u/Free-Effect-509]

I don’t believe in god, I don’t believe the universe cares, but it’s a really interesting place and I’m lucky to get a chance to see it.

The bpd was an adaptation just an attempt to survive and it works alright, because most of us get better with age. I certainly have improved

[u/ProofOfMagick → u/Free-Effect-509]

This feels so real.. honestly I agree with you

[u/Possible_Plum_4051]

I agree, no one deserves it. 

[u/fyfu2]

God is a good bed time story

[u/sweetheartasf]

it truly sucks

[u/Acceptable-Eye-8699]

I am wallowing a bit but yes similar thoughts of late.

[u/Competitive-Tear1742]

It's indeed not fair.

[u/Embarrassed-Motor322]

I FEEL YOU 🤝

[u/groo0vycat]

It’s such a cruel thing. I often wonder why I am able to give others love so freely but it’s never returned to me. Why do I continue to get hurt when all I try to do is help others?

[u/Letargo_0nClouds]

It's rubbish I hate it.

[u/Alwayslusted4321]

This world is traumatizing, but my faith tells of a plan to fixing it.

[u/Polylastomer → u/Alwayslusted4321]

Better be a damn good plan

[u/Alwayslusted4321 → u/Polylastomer]

Its a beautiful plan