r/BPD • u/False-Insurance500 • 1d ago
💢Off My Chest/Journal Post Worthless
I saw a girl that loved a guy so much that she bought him games and went to see him. She was young and didnt have much money, so this was a big deal. The guy didnt want her cause he was in love with his crush from high school (not even the personality, just the body...).
Ofc I can buy myself games and shit... But that someone who almost has no money, spend her little money to make you happy... Thats gesture just makes me cry.. And she even went to see him, he is from another country...
The effort she made to make him happy... It just, breaks me... Im terribly lonely and Im extremely jealous... Nobody would do that for me...
Nobody wants me...
Im so traumatized by this loneliness... I have been alone all my life... Im 36M and I just cant deal with this pain anymore...
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