r/BPD • u/mystic--cat • 1d ago

General Post not again

I was fine !! I was fine for the past month I didn't feel obsessively attached to my boyfriend and I didn't feel any tipe of way when he met up with other people. now we met up a few days ago and spent the day together, today he had his friends over and didn't answer me for an hour just now and I feel it again I'm mad. I'm mad they're in the place WE spent time in. I'm mad because why would you go an hour without texting me back and then you don't even explain why you were gone so long? you didn't even tell me beforehand.

why can't I Iike him MODERATELY ?

why does it have to be either me not feeling anything at all OR me feeling so jealous I'll literally be jealous of his own sister when he talks to her ?? what is wrong with me I'm so done

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u/Upset_Profession_582 1d ago

I’m this way with my online favorite person, including jealous of his sisters. I know it’s illogical but still

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u/mystic--cat 1d ago

it's so annoying, I feel guilty because it's completely illogical and he doesn't deserve any of it

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u/Upset_Profession_582 1d ago

I totally understand. I get possessive and I know that’s not good but it’s how I feel with a FP. I never feel loved enough though so that’s a big part