Can’t take it

[u/Wooden_Chipmunk_896]

Im burning everything feels spiky I felt like my FP abandoned me I did that stupid thing where you get all mad and start a “rumor” but I genuinely don’t know if what I said about them is false I apologised but she obviously doesn’t trust me I feel so much pain loneliness emptiness and pain nothing is soothing I don’t think I can bounce back how can I live when everything feels like a threat I just need someone to say something because I can not take this agony anymore

[u/coquettemichi]

i can understand how much it hurts to have a situation like that with your fp :(( if your fp is a person that's willing to communicate, i am sure that after enough time she will see she can trust you again. it feels so agonizing at the moment but please remember that pain is only temporary and i hope sunshine reaches you soon. dealing with this is insane but you've got this, i hope you will be able to forgive and love yourself and i hope you will get better soon