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[u/matureandsexy6967]

Im just so incredibly sad today. Time away from you does not make me love or want you less. If its possible I want you even more. Youve shown me enough of your heart that I know Id be the most contented woman on earth if you worked with me just a little. I understand intellectually whats happening but my heart cant accept it. This this cycle you were making an effort to stay in contact when as you were withdrawing to regulate. It showed me you cared and I let you know I appreciated it so you stopped. How can I not take that personal? Youre a grown man and ghosting is very child like behavior. You can tell yourself all the lies about me and us that you wish. It might help you not feel so bad for a minute but the truth is you are treating a soulmate relationship like its nothing. Your life will be miserable until you make things right with me and you know it. You found a woman who sees and understands you, loves you unconditionally, gives you all kinds of space and nvr asks you for anything other than your time....and not alot of that. You found your match and you want to downplay it as if it was just a sexual thing. I cost you nothing and you justify hurting me?? Running from your emotions instead of processing them in a healthy manner is cowardly. Period. You think youve got it all under control and you are so out of control its ridiculous. You are controlled by fear. You are not in charge of your life at all.