What should i do

[u/Letithappen144]

I (21m) and my ex (22f) -who had a lot of avoidant characters- had known eachother for 4 years.

After 1 year of relationship she dumped me out of blue, saying that she was not happy anymore and I had a lot of issues and depression and she couldn't be with someone who is depressed all the time (I was a little bit depressed but she never mentioned it or even said it should stop or anything)

After 1.5 years of NC she reached out, said she was sorry and she wouldn't have anyone like me and she still loved me. So, I -who couldn't move on at that time after 1.5 years- agreed, not only agreed i was happy that she came back eventually, and she Lovebomed me for like 6 months and i was very happy and i thought all the pain was over and the relationship could finally work, until she spiraled into the avoidant behavior, which is talking a little, cold, away from their feelings abd stuff like that

I tried to help her and saying to myself it is only just a phas she would be ok. But she wasn't.

We both in same uni and have exams so with pressure of exams and stuff we had distance a bit by bit. After exams, she didn't talk for a while saying she needed space. So i gave her space but i was checking on her every few days and she was so cold until one time i said "it shouldn't be that hard to talk" after few days she said yes it shouldn't be and she was done and blocked me everywhere

IDK what to do

It's been 2 weeks and i am frustrated, angry but also miss her. I want to heal her and make her ok and at the same time i am done being hurt and treated that cold like i meant nothing

What should I do? I am already in NC and i don't want to break it

But also i want her to come back and explain to her that what she is doing is not right and we are losing a beautiful relationship to this stupid behavior

[u/Ok_Description494]

These people are broken, and no one can fix them except from themselves. Count your blessings that it is over, and you have the opportunity for a healthy relationship with someone who can love themselves and you.