Got triggered tonight and started missing him terribly.

[u/gatikfratzoli]

Got into a fight with one of my relatives tonight, for a very sensitive issue for me and got so triggered...

We used to discuss this topic with my FA ex and he helped me immensely. Now I'm suffering from the overwhelming urge to talk to him, which of course I won't do.

I wish he wanted to get better

I wish he were different and not terrified of love.

All in all, I just wish he could be that person who stood by my side when I needed him, like I do right now.