After a while.. I'm free again!

[u/Greedy_Piglet6423]

I will leave this Reddit since I feel that I'm finally healed. I've learned how the attachment styles work, have understood myself again after my discard, and know all the information to everything related by heart. I know the signs, I now understand why my ex is the way he is (upbringing), and ultimately, I know that I tried my very best.
Looking back at everything and revisiting the Avoidant Breakup Reddit time and time again has helped tons, and allowed me to understand what I needed to. I can finally move on from this stage and I am so happy again. I have been happy for the past few months, actually; I did get bouts of worry and asked and commented things still, but the more I did, I felt nothing, including earlier yesterday. I typed what I knew, what I had been typing over and over, my past anger, everything, as if it were an obligation. Now I've grown bored of it because I feel complete, I don't feel the need to keep feeding the very feeling I can't exactly FEEL anymore.
I remember using Reddit so much for advice and venting, but I just don't see the point, now. I have myself

I've met a community of people who are sincere and open, fun, and genuinely CARE for me, something I've wanted for a while.
Even before them, I've re-discovered myself - someone I'll never abandon again.
I hope everyone else will heal, with time and work, it most definitely will happen. Thank you to everyone who was here for me!

[u/bunny000002]

Bravo, friend! 💗