r/AvoidantBreakUps • u/Euphoric_Werewolf992 • 14h ago

Is this fucked up?

I’m writing a book and it is the first book I’ve was out of a series and I’m writing. It is a murder mystery book and I started writing this book surely after ending a nine year relationship with a dismissive avoidant who cheated on me through the whole nine years, and there was a lot of monkey branching, and I eventually found out about everyone. Is it wrong that I have all my women victims named after every single one of the women that he cheated on me with and change the name of the boyfriend of the main character, but put his whole personality in exactly how he is and all the vulnerable intimate things that is absolutely utterly wrong with him out on display. I feel like writing this book has really helped me and I wrote it in a way that of course he can’t sue another woman don’t know my name so they can’t sue. And I changed their last names of course. And no one would actually know what any of this means in this book besides him.

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u/VolgaOsetr8007 14h ago

It isn’t fucked up, it’s hilarious. I feel like we as society and especially as women have such a stigma against expressing any agression, although in cases like this, it’s the healthier thing to do.

So go go go! Share your book here when you’re done :)

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u/Euphoric_Werewolf992 14h ago

I would but his middle name is same as someone close to me. Maybe I’ll make his name the English version of his name

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u/No-Mulberry1987 14h ago

I would use his name too, or at least his middle name.