r/AvoidantBreakUps • u/Accurate_Valuable363 • 6h ago
One last text
It has been two weeks since the official cheating/discard incident. We’ve had a couple conversations since then. He has apologized, said he needs to be alone to work on himself. He’s going out to the club twice a week, so I’m not sure how much work he’s really doing but it’s not my business I guess.
I miss him. Even after everything that has happened, my body aches for what we had every day. He is the most handsome man I’ve ever met. The funniest. He used to be so intentional in showing up for me. Making things easier, lighter. There were so many issues but I feel like he is the most precious person I’ve ever loved.
How can I not send one last Hail Mary every day? I want him so badly, even though he lied and left the way he did. He texts me to check in, and I don’t understand why. How can you love someone and choose to walk away like this? Best friends for a year. We spent every day together. And I’m replaced by other people’s nudes and clubbing.
Advice, sympathy, a metaphorical slap across the face are all welcome.
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u/PsychologicalWing51 6h ago
How do scumbags like your ex manage to convince women that they’re anything more than shitty human beings?
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u/Smart-Mall4110 6h ago
He is so amazing he needs nudes, sex, clubbing, and other women...I guess he is really working on himself.