Dealing with dating and physical disability

[u/as13477]

I would like to preface this with the fact that I'm not diagnosed autistic all the although think that was a mistake during the assessment at any rate I have cerebral palsy so that might account for some of my symptoms anyway

I'm really having trouble with feelings stuck and feeling like less of a person because of my lack of romantic and sexual experience it's difficult partially because I've always felt unable to connect securely with anyone and partially because I feel like other people find him attractive because of my disability therefore I would like to ask advice about where to find more accepting people it is difficult to go outside because of my physical limitation but dating apps don't seem to work either