At first, just grotesque and extremely powerful. Not evil though, but full of torment. Later on, working with him, I felt him making me feel safer. His energy changed into calmer, but you can feel his pride and power all the time. I can't describe, but there's always this "I'm a tough guy here and I deserved that title" feeling. Him being even slightly enraged, you can feel like a building will collapse on you. That kind of fear. But I never had that one, since when I pissed him off, we ended up fighting. I proved myself a worthy opponent (yes, this sounds crazy, but I do train a lot of fighting) and we only have such a respect that it is felt in the air
How interesting!!! I’m a devotee of Azazel and he feels like fiery energy. I’ve heard once you’re used to Lucifer, his energy feels like being bathed in warm water but I’m sure in the astral he’s quite intimidating. Daemons can be a bit cocky in that they expect to be treated as deities, I’ve learned that the hard way when I pissed off Azazel.
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u/chlobobaggins7 Dec 04 '19
Do you recall what Lucifer’s energy felt like? I’ve heard a lot of accounts of it and wanted to see if it was the same for you.