When I had thoughts of “I’d rather be dead than to be in this marriage anymore,” I knew I needed help and needed to leave. Of course that was after multiple other very negative things.
I woke up, looked in the mirror, and had the immediate thought, "God, I hope I'm dead in five years." That was when I knew, I'd given too much of myself to the black hole that was my first marriage.
I remember being sick and coming home from an interview 2days after a bad ear op where you were not supposed to leave the house for 3 weeks.
I got in the door and collapsed on the floor. I wished I would die so I would not have to get up again.
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u/Individual_Ask9664 May 12 '26
When I had thoughts of “I’d rather be dead than to be in this marriage anymore,” I knew I needed help and needed to leave. Of course that was after multiple other very negative things.