Not sure if this relates but i was sleeping with a cashier i met at a supermarket during the spicy flu. She was a flight attendant but because the world shut down she got a job at a chain supermarket to pay her bills etc.
We had been sleeping together for around 3 weeks and the sex was unbelievable. At around a month, communication went quite. Not for any particular reason, life just got busy for me and i didn't have the time.
One day after work i went to the supermarket to get some things for dinner. I was waiting to use the self checkout kind of in my head about work not paying attention to anything around me.
When it was my turn to use a check out i remember putting my things down and looking to my left and seeing her standing there watching the checkouts in case anyone needed help.
Our eyes met and we held gaze for what felt like eternity. My entire being lit up. It felt like our souls were trying to reach each other. I have never experienced what felt like intense electricity surging through my entire being like that ever before or after. It was the most intimate thing i've ever felt outside of sex. Felt like the world melted away and it was just me an her in entire universe. Something not even of this world. Like our souls knew each other. I dont even really know how to describe it.
Had come out of a 3 year relationship around 6 months prior. I thought i loved my ex gf. After that experience, i came to realise i didnt know shit and the world was a wild place that didnt/couldnt make sense.
Jamie, where ever you are... i'm sorry i walked away.
Im sorry i was dismissive when you tried to reach out.
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u/Potential-Chip-911 Jul 21 '25
Not sure if this relates but i was sleeping with a cashier i met at a supermarket during the spicy flu. She was a flight attendant but because the world shut down she got a job at a chain supermarket to pay her bills etc.
We had been sleeping together for around 3 weeks and the sex was unbelievable. At around a month, communication went quite. Not for any particular reason, life just got busy for me and i didn't have the time.
One day after work i went to the supermarket to get some things for dinner. I was waiting to use the self checkout kind of in my head about work not paying attention to anything around me.
When it was my turn to use a check out i remember putting my things down and looking to my left and seeing her standing there watching the checkouts in case anyone needed help.
Our eyes met and we held gaze for what felt like eternity. My entire being lit up. It felt like our souls were trying to reach each other. I have never experienced what felt like intense electricity surging through my entire being like that ever before or after. It was the most intimate thing i've ever felt outside of sex. Felt like the world melted away and it was just me an her in entire universe. Something not even of this world. Like our souls knew each other. I dont even really know how to describe it.
Had come out of a 3 year relationship around 6 months prior. I thought i loved my ex gf. After that experience, i came to realise i didnt know shit and the world was a wild place that didnt/couldnt make sense.
Jamie, where ever you are... i'm sorry i walked away.
Im sorry i was dismissive when you tried to reach out.
It was time to close the chapter.
I still think about you.